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Do you go nuttysutty on drugs?

only while being simultaneously on BZD WDs and drunk.

Withdrawals made my neurons fire too fast. Alcohol fucked my reasoning.

It happened few times also, but I don't have issues combining two different serotonergic psychedelics or psychedelic and dissociative or sleeping only 7 hours during 115 hour meth binge (obviously always high on weed too). I am fine if I am not on withdrawals.
 
Did that so often the local emergency services - of all varieties - knew me and my proclivities inside out. They were rarely - if ever - anything short of professional though tbh.
it was good for me to understand cop culture and feel comfortable talking to them, i have positive interactions with cops every time now, we are similar because we're both security conscious
 
after getting a bunch of underdosed lsd tabs as a teen and thinking i had a high tolerance to HBRW LSA seeds, i thought i had a high tolerance and then scored some bomb tabs and thinking i had a tolerance i took two thinking it'd be no problem. my girlfriend took one and ended up not being able to talk. i thought god wanted me to get her pregnant or something, but i ended up saying a bunch of weird shit and my father came in and noticed my girlfriend was super zonked. before my father interupted i thought my GF that couldn't talk was like in some LSD submissive animal state and i thought we were telepathic and all she wanted to do was breed. i started with my voice very quiet saying""fuck" over and over and then gradually got louder till was shouting saying "fuck". lol. i did it to see when my parents would tell me to me quiet. i thought it made sense that she could make orgasm noises that loud. she never made orgasm noises before when we had sex, but i thought i was going to give her the best sex of her life and i thought we could figure out how loud we could be.. so stupid. lol

my father asked me if i wanted to give my GF some space and go outside with him to calm down cause i kept saying weird shit and when he asked me if i wanted to go outside, in my head i felt like he was being negative toward me assuming i was on drugs and because i thought people taking drugs and taking off their clothes was a stereotype, i thought i should fill the stereotype or some shit and i was like "take off my clothes and go outside naked. okay" so i took off my clothes...... at one point before or after taking my clothes, i felt like my father was disturbing us and i was like "what do you want me to fuck you", thinking that all i was supposed to be doing was fucking. i felt like i was some breeding machine and my only purpose was to have kids.. at one point i was tripping wicked hard like salvia type shit and i was crammed in this box with lights thinking i was in prison and there was a line of girls i knew outside my door waiting to get pregnant. i kept traveling to tons of different places. super overwhelming... i think the breeding thing was because i have perfect teeth naturally and think i'm supposed to pass my genes on cause i'm pretty heatlhy... idk. kind of weird. i get what i was thinking, but i was just like over the top sarcastic. like i knew i was joking.. i wasn't joking with my girlfriend. i honestly thought she wanted to make orgasm noises. lol

my parents ended up calling the cops cause my girlfriend just wouldn't respond. she was just sitting in the same spot with her eyes open.... when the cops came, they were morphing in and out of being a blue portal and i tossed my shoe at them thinking the shoe would disappear in the portal.. i'm glad they didn't think i was trying to assault them or anything. they let me and my GF go to the hospital in the ambulance together.. the ambulance lights were super trippy. they strapped me to a table in the hospital and i thought i was gonna get my soul taken. i was super worried when they made me and my GF go in different rooms.
 
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Have you ever gone psychotic on drugs? I had a bad period on speed - I was once running down the street naked, save for one sock, being pursued by 3 police cars. Thankfully those days are long over.

(* nuttysutty - reference to peter sutcliffe)
Oh yeah. Big time. I was heavily abusing adderall and alcohol and at one point I snapped and thought I was the savior of the human race on a mission. That was a whole thing.
 
Some of them seem to perform the role of social workers, and they seem to have endless patience, with some people with certain types of problems.. The sort that are featured on those 'reality TV' cop shows, and they don't seem to be putting on an act for the camera. However, I dunno if they are also looking for any opportunities to press charges or arrests at the same time as all the displays of kindness and patience are going on.

Compliance seems to be the main issue for them, if you do that, it seems you wont cause any issues for yourself that could have been avoided.

Fortunately, I've not had too many dealings with them and most of them were fine. They were respectful. But on one occasion when I was once stopped and searched in my youth, they were extremely rude and judgemental. Maybe they were trying to provoke a reaction out of me that they could arrest me for, out of frustration, as they did not find anything that they could do me for.

I think they all must have had to attended training courses on how to engage with the public since then. Because the approach and attitude is now completely different - for the better.
 
Yeh, I've always found that if you treat them with respect and don't be a dick, then they're generally OK.
At one time it'd be 'fuck the pigs' from me.

But the last two encounters with them? They slowed down to tell me to look after myself when I was hopelessly lost after midnight, and pointed me in the right direction.

Second time was when I lost my girlfriend and I don't know whether they were specially trained officers, but they were very compassionate. They even phoned in sick for me.
 
The clothes are imposed by society and not a part of you. Being forced to wear them bores us on a subconscious level.
... I'm any but tropical climates it's not really feasible for us to go about in our 'natural' state. We sorta had to invent clothing as a necessity.
 
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