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Do you feel that your DOC makes you a better person?

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The inspiration for this came from another thread when a BL'er said that thinking this was just another sick way of thinking that drugs put into your head. Do you agree with this or not? I find that when I am high on heroin it truly does make me a better person. My mom is divorced and always likes to and tries to spend time with me. When I'm high I love being around her, talking to her, hearing about her day, etc...but when I am sober or sick, I am usually a condescending asshole that doesn't care about absolutely anything but himself...So, does anyone agree or disagree? I want to hear some opinions...and also state your DOC, obviously.
 
yes, i completely agree. i feel more myself on opiates, marijuana, and benzos. but, feeling more yourself is also a sign of addiction, be wary my friend! i used to be addicted to heroin and oxycodone and it was not fun towards the end. i was homeless, no food, no friends, it sucked. now i am on suboxone. klonopin and lyrica and i still feel that they make me more myself . im such an addict hahaha
 
It sounds like you feel more like yourself because you are Not yourself off them. If you were not using, and were not in WD off them you would most likely be more yourself off drugs.

If you get what I am trying to say...

Personally I wouldn't say drugs make me a better person when on them, I am into my stimulants and empathogens and sure it's awesome on them and I am very open and friendly, but you take the highs with the lows.

Having said that I am now a MUCH more talkative and open person than I was before I kicked the shit out of MDMA.
 
I don't know about a better person, but I'm definitely more productive as my DOC(s) are opioids and benzodiazepines, but I have panic disorder and chronic pain...those are my DOCs for therapeutic use, however...

LSD is my probably my recreational DOC...and no...it does not make me a better person unless being happier is on that spectrum lol...

This thread would be better suited in DC though...
 
Yea this seems suited to drug culture. I think my daily smoking has little impact of me as a person. I like to think I'm doing the drug, they're not doing me.
 
For me personally, I'd say no.. As much as I try and be a good person, I don't feel like I am... I don't think the drugs help this any either, but I can't stop.. I have so many doc's that it would be hard to list.. But I guess: ganja, benzo's (any), and shrooms..
 
When I'm ON my DOC I think it makes me a better person - I'm much nicer, calmer, and relaxed. But then when I end up using it everyday and have to get off of it, I'm a total pain in the ass.

Btw my DOC is oxy.
 
It's a double edged sword.

It makes me feel calm, talkative, happy..but at the same time it's destroying my life.
 
It most likely would if I always felt opiated but didn't ever have to worry about dosing.

Hypothetically speaking if I could take an oxy and feel the effects for several weeks or longer (or choose the duration even) I think it'd make me a happier, calmer and more productive person.

But seeing as that only happens in dreams and fairytales and since there's so damn much problems associated to using for me my answer would be no.


My DOC is still oxycodone. I have been clean from it for a long time now and I don't ever plan on picking up the habit again, the psychological addiction doesn't seem to go away. There are other drugs I like just as much, but they're mainly psychs & dissociatives. For these drugs my answer would quite obviously be no as functioning like a productive humanbeing is next to impossible if I'm tripping.

Psychedelics and dissociatives do tend to give me insights that often make me seriously rethink certain aspects of my life. I think they do influence my life positively when I look at it like that. LSD made me realize the stupidity of my benzo & opioid addiction and more importantly, it was the boost I needed to actually do something about it.
 
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I feel like my DOC, heroin, makes me into my ideal self, someone who is confident, happy, social, assertive, calm but it definitely doesn't make me into a better person mainly because of what I do sometimes to obtain that drug.
 
Tiesto said:
When I'm ON my DOC I think it makes me a better person - I'm much nicer, calmer, and relaxed. But then when I end up using it everyday and have to get off of it, I'm a total pain in the ass.

Btw my DOC is oxy.
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Pretty much the same with me, except my DOC is weed.
And not just when I am using it every day and try to quit, but when I am out with family and know that we COULD go home now, and I could smoke, I start making excuses about why it makes sense to go home now...
When I am smoking every day, the times I am sober I am relatively often in a bad mood. :(
 
weed was my doc and still is probably

it makes me a lot more serene and chill, no real other way to say that

I get along with people and am happy on it, though anxiety/paranoia can come occasionally if I'm not careful about my other habits (too much caffeine, not enough exercise, life stresses in general getting out of hand or being shocking, and such)

in this way weed really appears to make me straight, but it takes away a fair amount of motivation
 
Maybe this is just a cop-out, but yes, stimulants make me feel more "normal".

They motivate me to get stuff done, they help me to think clearer, and they generally make life seem brighter.
 
yeah..that's the whole point..i'm trying to gauge whether it's really just an excuse or legitimate by other's responses...so far pretty interesting.
 
in my mind yeh...in our over rated / average reality NO...unfortunately

and if you think drugs are making things better easier your kidding yourself...

i find ganja is like more of a challenge, more of a test...i get bored easily...

peace (my doc is ganja & used to be pipe but i had to quit that shit cause i aint that rich...probably for the best anywho)

ps good to see you back around sweet p! i felt the same as you with the pipe but it aint reality, really is it? well i guess it is reality just warped by the drug? keep kicking love! <3

its all fake / artificial while high on your doc...like the where the old acid heads got too...it all well & finding this enlightenment while high but surely we should be able to get furthur past that without the chemicals...thats the real challenge
 
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Sweet P said:
Maybe this is just a cop-out, but yes, stimulants make me feel more "normal".

They motivate me to get stuff done, they help me to think clearer, and they generally make life seem brighter.
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I feel the same way.My DOC is amphetamines and I'm so much happier and more productive on them.I have major depressive disorder,which makes me sluggish,unmotivated,grumpy and I over sleep and over eat.

Amphetamines turn me into the person I want to be.
 
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