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do you enjoy not sleeping caused by uppers?

i aint one of those people lol i hate missing sleep cuz its one of my favourite things to do i love the fucked up dreams i have and how bed time is like and adventure. plus with the dreams i have i think itd be a lil too hectic for me if they started seeping into real life. longest i staid up was 36 hours shit was starting to warp and i was seeing shit out of the corner of my eyes and had fucked up cev's i felt really crappy kinda sick so i just went to bed
 
ell no,

amphs make me feel damn fine even the prescription ones like d-amp and whatnot, they keep me high and productive for long ass periods of time like 12-18 hours. I just can't deal with sleep deprivation man. I stayed awake for 5 days one time and shit, when I finally went for some sleep on the come-down turning the lights off made it feel like I was on a deliriant.

Shadow people, warping objects ( a fan and a sockerball turned into a puppy and it's master telling it to scare me). insects mainly spiders crawling everywhere. people i knew would come and say something to me and then just disappear. Watching the tv when it's off (very disturbing shit). audio hallucinations up the ass (trains vacuum cleaners breaking glass laughter). Just in general disturbing hallucinations like I went to turn on my tv cause i was freaking it out hard I looked back at my hand on the remote cause it felt hella cold, there was a green hand over mine rotting with holes in it and black shit coming out. yelling hella loud the hand dissappearing and watching a bunch of couples dressed in fancy shit laughing at me cause i fell for a prank or something. I broke down and cried for like an hour until I got sleep.

Didn't mean to type the whole-thing but, I just remembered how scary that shit was.
 
I love being scattered, I just like the feeling. I rarely take benzos or other sedatives to sleep because I like to stay up as long as I can, and I prefer to come down naturally.
The longer I stay up the less I want to go to bed, til it gets to the point I'm actually pretty scared of sleeping and will do anything to avoid it.

I actually think one of the big differences in whether someone continues to use meth or not is how they experience their come downs.

I can easily sleep for 24 hours straight after a few days awake.
 
when i was on the up's
fuck yea i'd stay up all night
go to work , it was fun



when i got off the up's on the regular
i kinda went into a hibernation mode
i slept so good and was lazy

then i got into chill pills
now i cant sleep
 
hell no i hate it which is one of the main reasons i stay far, far away from uppers nowadays. I need a solid 8 hours of sleep to function properly during the day.
 
I like situations wherein my perception is fucked. E.g. sitting in class hearing the teacher spewing gibberish.
 
when I was addicted to stimulants sometimes I didn't even want to stay up all night (especially if it had been a few days w/ no sleep) but was just so addicted to that rush when I railed a line, and - more importantly - so afraid of the shit feelings of coming down (even tho alcohol took care of that problem most of the time), I just kept going and going and going and going and...

when this stim phase turned dark (i.e. I started drinking and doing coke while staying multiple days) I started passing out earlier than I had hoped. there were times I was just so drunk that snorting 60mg focalin or 0.25g coke wouldn't even keep me up longer than 20 mins or so. eventually that phase ended.

now I'm a downer addict and can't fuckin stand being up all night on stims. the only one I use anymore is adderall, and only once recently did I pull an all-nighter on it "for fun" (truth is I was copping heroin at 7AM and knew I wouldn't wake up on time so I just stayed up).
 
LSDMDMA&8192575 said:
i like staying up...i like the aspect of doing stuff all night, not wasting hours
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that's the thing - when I was into stims I would stay up all night writing and doing homework and researching random shit and etc etc etc

when I started getting into drinking booze with the stims all the time tho my productivity dropped like a stone and I was just sitting around buzzing all night brainlessly - kinda lame tbh :/
 
with speed i dont mind staying up and being productive and shit

~ but after a night of doing C and ya got no landing gear , laying in bed tossing and restless fuck that, hate it , that feelings the worst IMO
 
I used to like it, though I never reached that delirious state where fluorescent blue trees start hugging power lines in front of your kitchen window :)
Now, what I like best is actually going to bed after a good amp-fueled productive day - I just love feeling totally exhausted but completely satisfied as well, knowing that I did everything I had to do that day, and at that moment I don't even feel the need to keep going for the night.
 
I've been up for nearly 48 hours I think... I kinda lose track of time. The shadow people are around, flashing past the corners of my eyes. And I thought I saw a rat on my bedroom floor, but it turned out just to be a sock. :\
 
InvisibleEye said:
Now, what I like best is actually going to bed after a good amp-fueled productive day - I just love feeling totally exhausted but completely satisfied as well, knowing that I did everything I had to do that day, and at that moment I don't even feel the need to keep going for the night.
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I know exactly what you mean !
 
Been up almost 4 days now. Hallucinations are hitting me like a mother fucker. Every hour I'll get in a panic, but I control it and calm down. I don't want to be hysterical.

At first I hated the being awake, yet I'll top up if I am feeling lethargic.

The hallucinations come in waves, some aren't as bad, others make it hard to look at anything. Whole rooms circling/melting/waving. Words mash together and make little patterns which I'm trying to figure out what (If anything) they are.
 
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