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Do you consider yourself an addict?

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do you? if you do, do you consider yourself functional or not?

i'd have to say yes. and not much of a functioning one. i work, but the paychecks gone in 2 days and then i'm just scraping by till the next one. i have relationships, but they are horribly dysfunctional. my dreams are all of the big score that puts me on easy street.
 
I would have to say that no, I am not an addict. I believe that an addict is someone who compulsively and against their own better judgment chooses a substance even in the face of serious, negative consequences. (For example, leaving one's car unrepaired or bills unpaid in order to spend that money on drugs.)

I have dabbled in pain killers and heroin for a while now, almost two years, and while there is a certain amount of difficulty in knowing that there are substances somewhere out there that can make the world a softer, better place, well... I still choose to pay my bills, and my other responsibilities come first.

Yes, I sometimes dream about scoring big or whatever, but I also dream about some things that no one here on Bluelight has any business knowing about. ;)

Simply put, I dream about things that I like, and I have no problem saying that I like pain killers and I like heroin. But I know where these things belong, and that's on the periphery.
 
Great minds think alike Cap'n ;) I had this thread open in a tab and I didn't see your reply until I had move it over.
 
Yes. I want to have a savings account but I don't. I could save tips and pay the car on time instead of waiting for pay day and paying it within the grace period. But all my bills get paid. My rent. I have lots of great relationships. Some of my friends know, and some don't. I shower daily and eat well. I have to wear long sleeves at work, but I'm always there and on time.
 
Yes, sir.

Addicted to drugs and drugs and sex, and drugs, and music, and bicycles, and cars, and drugs, and friends, and computers, and needles, and pipes, and powder, and money, and cash, and drugs, and cigarettes, and coffee, and more drugs, and drugs, and family, and strangers, and adrenalin, and epicness, and humility, and life, and death, and drugs and drugs and drugs. Even sobriety at times. Mostly drugs though.

So yes. Maybe I'm just addicted to addiction? Maybe addiction doesn't exist. Maybe I've been sober way to long these last weeks and its driving me insane. Hence this post.
 
Does anyone else feel like listening to that song, "Not An Addict" by K's Choice? Yeah, let's set the mood...
 
The Rock Monster said:
Sober for three weeks???? Lol sucks for you!!!!
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D00d, I know. Seriously. Its a bit ridiculous. (<--) Did you see that? I even used l33t sp33k. Simply insane. And its all due to the god damn post office taking waaay too long to deliver me my drugs. And what do you fucking know? Well, today is MARTIN. LUTHER. FUCKING. KING. day. Oh yeah, great idea.. sure, take the day off. You better stuff some shit in my PO box first thing tomorrow morning you lazy shits.

:|
 
No, I would like to think that I'm not an addict. Some people might think I'm addicted to smoking bud, but I definitely have no physical dependence (other than smoking making it easier to sleep-- but that's just my fucked up sleep schedule) and I don't think I have a mental dependence. If we can get weed and smoke it, cool. If not, it's not the end of the world.
Although I could see myself getting addicted if I continue down the road of smoking so often.

Thankfully I do not have an addictive personality.
 
Yes, I would consider myself an addict. I have self control now though, since I am not dependent on drugs. When I was dependent, any medicine cabinet was fair game. Now I only do drugs when I have extra money, and it is available.
 
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