THE_REAL_OBLIVION
Bluelight Crew
I'm on xanax or valium daily (have a valium script and xanax script I can renew every 2 weeks, which stops when the other starts) which is really annoying as i'd like to have both at the same time but I hardly can get to the xanax script with more than a couple valiums left.
I've obtained etaqualone to help out, so that I take less benzos. The first time I ordered some was 4-5 months ago when I was still on methadone and it would knock me out cold.
Now that I am on suboxone...I don't know if it's because the product isn't as potent, but 300-400mg barely does anything and when I wake up from bed I always have a headache similar to what alcohol would do when on gone on a night drinking ridiculously like when i was a bit younger (hitting 30 y/o is quite a slap in the face). All these opis and benzos have beaten me down too, I could easily drop 2-3 tabs of good lsd 3 years ago, even snort some pcp and smoke freebase then and it would be a blast. Doing such these days would scare me. Fucking anxiety disorder caused by benzo "tolerance withdrawal". What's funny is that I was on benzos then, 3mg clonazepam a day and I would never get into such feelings, I asked to be benzo tapered cos I was sick of having no feelings and not being able to give a shit which caused me a lot of trouble.
Anyway, sorry for the lyrical digression, I tend to do these
Does anyone here feel ludes, etaq, mebroq and any compounds of this class does not synergize with benzos but instead competes with it? Can anybody find any info on how Mandrax (ludes) worked ? I know back then neuropharmacology wasn't very advanced and they barely knew why Methaqualone was a sedative. Does it outcompete benzos ? If so, how could it if benzos stick to a particular subcomplex of the GABA receptors (bz1, bz2 etc.) while I imagine that these should act like alcohol and barbs, indiscriminately affecting GABA at either GABA-A and GABA-B sites ?
Please enlighten me, I've done a lot of snooping around before posting this, to no avail.
I've obtained etaqualone to help out, so that I take less benzos. The first time I ordered some was 4-5 months ago when I was still on methadone and it would knock me out cold.
Now that I am on suboxone...I don't know if it's because the product isn't as potent, but 300-400mg barely does anything and when I wake up from bed I always have a headache similar to what alcohol would do when on gone on a night drinking ridiculously like when i was a bit younger (hitting 30 y/o is quite a slap in the face). All these opis and benzos have beaten me down too, I could easily drop 2-3 tabs of good lsd 3 years ago, even snort some pcp and smoke freebase then and it would be a blast. Doing such these days would scare me. Fucking anxiety disorder caused by benzo "tolerance withdrawal". What's funny is that I was on benzos then, 3mg clonazepam a day and I would never get into such feelings, I asked to be benzo tapered cos I was sick of having no feelings and not being able to give a shit which caused me a lot of trouble.
Anyway, sorry for the lyrical digression, I tend to do these

Please enlighten me, I've done a lot of snooping around before posting this, to no avail.