Was on dexamphatamine,ritalin,adderal at different times from ages 7-12, also heavily used mdma sometimes daily (yes i was educated at the time that mdma is not good to use daily)at ages 13 and smoked weed every day, obtained a cocaine addiction almost daily for 2 years when i was 16, used about every drug in the book after the age of 12... Since i can remember i never felt like i could get threw a day, now i started using opiates at 13 until now, (its been over 10 years) i didn't get heavily into opiates using 80's daily until i was 16 but i was using percs and codiene for weeks straight at the young age of 13 i felt like i was using them to improve my weed high, now i realize i was improving myopiate high, even started just using t3's and and at 13 a normal dose of percs would be about 8 5mg's.
I jsut got off methadone Also im one of the only people in my group of none opiate addicted friends who opiates make them hyper and not noddy, i've only nodded a few times and that was from eating a 100mg fent patch with lowish tolerence, even then it was only when i was almost oding. All opiates make me hyper only if i come close to dieing do i get noddy, This is not normal as everyone i know says that any ammount makes them tired, i can take a dose that should make me nod and i still get hyper no matter what opiate! (even when i had a low tolerence where a10 t3's would get me a buzz i could do 2 - 4 80s and ide get hyper).
Also i found i have a naturally high tolerence (does it run in family?) ofcourse i realized this before i went on methadone, as that easily messed up my tolerence.
Also is it normal to experince skitzophrenic(sp?) symptoms for weeks after your last methadone dose? Hearing voices also when i was still in acute methadone withdrawals i hallucinated this could have been because lack of sleep.
But i honestly dont think i can live without them and ive tried to quit but somthings just wrong.
The only other problem i have is anxiety which i have to self medicate because i got labeled a drug seeker for pissing off a doctor (most patients here on methadone dont get labeled one, and i never tried to get pills from a doctor, i told them about my real anxiety and they give me ssirs which make me insane).
Oh and the adhd.
Sorry for spelling im in a rush thx ahead for some answers.
edit: Also how come when i got off methadone i was clean for 2 weeks, did about 400mg of codiene, got a nice buzz/high and then started using large ammounts of codiene about 400mg 3x a day for a week, recently got a generic oxy 80 and it didn't do an oomph? I've been off methadone for almost 2 months and 3.5 weeks (maybe less or more except once or twice using codiene) i was clean..
I figured that since the first time using an opiate codiene in a while since it got me a nice buzz one oxy 80 (which was lets say 2 good canadian packs of ciggerettes over their price before oxynes came out in canada since these can be crushed good) would get me real high, i just feal normal finally.
I jsut got off methadone Also im one of the only people in my group of none opiate addicted friends who opiates make them hyper and not noddy, i've only nodded a few times and that was from eating a 100mg fent patch with lowish tolerence, even then it was only when i was almost oding. All opiates make me hyper only if i come close to dieing do i get noddy, This is not normal as everyone i know says that any ammount makes them tired, i can take a dose that should make me nod and i still get hyper no matter what opiate! (even when i had a low tolerence where a10 t3's would get me a buzz i could do 2 - 4 80s and ide get hyper).
Also i found i have a naturally high tolerence (does it run in family?) ofcourse i realized this before i went on methadone, as that easily messed up my tolerence.
Also is it normal to experince skitzophrenic(sp?) symptoms for weeks after your last methadone dose? Hearing voices also when i was still in acute methadone withdrawals i hallucinated this could have been because lack of sleep.
But i honestly dont think i can live without them and ive tried to quit but somthings just wrong.
The only other problem i have is anxiety which i have to self medicate because i got labeled a drug seeker for pissing off a doctor (most patients here on methadone dont get labeled one, and i never tried to get pills from a doctor, i told them about my real anxiety and they give me ssirs which make me insane).
Oh and the adhd.
Sorry for spelling im in a rush thx ahead for some answers.
edit: Also how come when i got off methadone i was clean for 2 weeks, did about 400mg of codiene, got a nice buzz/high and then started using large ammounts of codiene about 400mg 3x a day for a week, recently got a generic oxy 80 and it didn't do an oomph? I've been off methadone for almost 2 months and 3.5 weeks (maybe less or more except once or twice using codiene) i was clean..
I figured that since the first time using an opiate codiene in a while since it got me a nice buzz one oxy 80 (which was lets say 2 good canadian packs of ciggerettes over their price before oxynes came out in canada since these can be crushed good) would get me real high, i just feal normal finally.
