BrazilNuts
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This is my first post on this website and I have few things to say, a few questions to ask and hopefully in the process i will receive some insight from you guys. Im a 17 year old male who has experimented in a way that most teenagers do, with alcohol, marijuana, etc. Upon trying marijuana about 10 months ago, my first time experimenting with any drug, I immediately took a strong liking to it. Since then i have smoked several times recreationally with friends and by myself, finding it gives me the very nice tranquil feeling that I love. Now, I'm not the most put together kid, my parents are divorced and this might a factor attributing to my inattention, bouts of depression, and a longing to feel "normal like the other kids". I am prescribed a 40mg daily dose of Fluoxetine/ Prozac for OCD and a 150mg dose of Bupropion/ Wellbutrin for depression. May of this year I tried morning glory seeds, mixing 500 ground up seeds in a concoction of grape juice, ginger, vitamin C and coffee (extremely nasty) and then smoking a few hits of weed. I blacked out in bed before i could really enjoy the visuals (though I do have recollections of fractal like formations and stretching of the space around me with my eyes open, they lasted mere seconds) and I disappointingly awoke to a nauseous euphoria and feelings of sedation which lasted for about 48 hours. This unsuccessful attempt left me wondering what a true trip is like and my interest in psychedelics grew exponentially by the moment.
After spending two months in Los Angeles for my summer vacation without any illicit drug use, I returned home and quickly resumed smoking marijuana (avg. 2.5 times a week) and I've maintained this pattern. Soon after my return I discovered a bottle of Adderall lying around from when I was diagnosed with mild ADHD about 5 years ago, which I stopped taking because it would shoot me into an existential depression every night as the XR was wearing off. I figured that amphetamines didn't expire and I tried it again, thinking it was an absolute miracle drug. I felt it gave me the focus I needed to study and succeed in school, and therefore at life. I quickly realized why I stopped taking it after several weeks of using the drug very irresponsibly and sleeplessly, having to up the dose repeatedly to achieve the desired effects. During this time period I tried mixing a large amount of adderall with marijuana which sent me into an unstoppable trance of drawing. Stealing 20mgs of Ambien, I and mixed this with Adderall giving me visuals of wiggling/ melting surroundings and drunk feelings; nothing much made sense. Several days later my friend and I were talking and the idea stuck us that we could make some side cash selling drugs, in particular acid. Being idiots and new to the game we decided to do it and were convinced that we could do it right. I put down 1000 from my savings hoping for a 300% income on 2 sheets of acid, only to find that the fabled LSD did not exist. So I diverted to buying something that I had just learned about and have heard raving reviews about. DMT.
I repurposed half of the the acid money for 3.1 grams of DMT for 550 dollars, and that night experimented with the spice and a large amount of weed. Disappointedly I found that I smoked the substance entirely incorrectly, giving me slight open eyed visuals and strange uncontrollable shaking feelings, not blasted to outer space with closed eyed visuals and beautiful entities like i had expected. It left me wondering if this substance was really what i though it was, or was I a victim of an incredibly huge ripoff. I have since then experimented several times with this substance with varied results, the second and third time it tried this drug I was taken to the same place for about 15-20ish minutes of smooth, dark, 3d, computer-esque and colorful visuals that showed me of an altered reality in which language was incomprehensible and communication was accomplished through expressing thoughts through some form of telepathy. At the same time I wanted to label this place, "spooky creepy technicolor halloween land" The word "weed" after this experience seemed so strange and still does. I was very confused nonetheless, I didn't feel that I had achieved any sort of monumental realization, I simply had an extremely weird psuedo-conscious trip. A few days ago i weighed out 60mg of the DMT to be smoked through a glass pipe, the DMT sitting atop pipe residue and a small bit of marijuana. I smoked it, but I was already a bit stoned and I could not figure out how to inhale the DMT properly (something that I have thoroughly researched). I had no sort of break through dose. Frustrated, I added what estimate to be anywhere from 0.45g-0.5g of DMT that I had set aside. Since my tolerance had already built up, there was no way that I could again break through. Im not sure if anyone has experimented with that large of a dose, and yes I did smoke that much. Im lucky I didn't kill myself. In this non-breakthrough DMT state, I got up and started dancing all of which felt very fluid, my blankets on my bed appeared to resemble a MC Escher tessellation of fish, I found myself chanting, "Nigger Toes, Nigger Toes..." over and over again. Music seemed to dictate where the trip went, it being direction by which my trip went. I found it extremely entertaining to walk around and look at myself in the mirror and try to isolate visually my head from the rest of my body. The entire experience wasn't extremely visual except for colorful bubbles rising to the surface of and floating up from objects around me, when I went to light my pipe underneath of it in my peripheral vision I thought I saw people walking around. Overall I was impressed and I am still feeling a great afterglow that might just now be wearing off.
So finally I ask you: From your experience, does this seem like DMT? The onset was incredibly fast varying from 10 seconds to 45 seconds and I think it is important to note that I have smoked a cigarette prior to my DMT experimentation every time for its supposed MAOI effects which I cannot confirm to be true. The overall duration of the experience, the last time i used DMT, was about 1.5 hours, leaving me thinking that the cigarette has significantly potentiated the DMT if this is indeed DMT. I woke up in the morning feeling completely fine. The substance/ DMT itself is a large dark yellow crystal with specks of light yellow and white in it. It is completely opaque and when it is crushed it disintegrates into an off white powder. When I smoke the substance, I keep the lighter above it so as not to torch it, it slowly turns into a yellow sludge and then black. The inside of my pipe is yellow, which I'm pretty sure is a common occurrence when a pipe is used for DMT. So I ask you again is this DMT? If it is DMT is it just very weak? Is there something that I should be doing that Im not doing? If it is not DMT, what do you suppose it is? That is all. Tell me what you think.
I wish I could put up pictures but I have no access to a camera.
After spending two months in Los Angeles for my summer vacation without any illicit drug use, I returned home and quickly resumed smoking marijuana (avg. 2.5 times a week) and I've maintained this pattern. Soon after my return I discovered a bottle of Adderall lying around from when I was diagnosed with mild ADHD about 5 years ago, which I stopped taking because it would shoot me into an existential depression every night as the XR was wearing off. I figured that amphetamines didn't expire and I tried it again, thinking it was an absolute miracle drug. I felt it gave me the focus I needed to study and succeed in school, and therefore at life. I quickly realized why I stopped taking it after several weeks of using the drug very irresponsibly and sleeplessly, having to up the dose repeatedly to achieve the desired effects. During this time period I tried mixing a large amount of adderall with marijuana which sent me into an unstoppable trance of drawing. Stealing 20mgs of Ambien, I and mixed this with Adderall giving me visuals of wiggling/ melting surroundings and drunk feelings; nothing much made sense. Several days later my friend and I were talking and the idea stuck us that we could make some side cash selling drugs, in particular acid. Being idiots and new to the game we decided to do it and were convinced that we could do it right. I put down 1000 from my savings hoping for a 300% income on 2 sheets of acid, only to find that the fabled LSD did not exist. So I diverted to buying something that I had just learned about and have heard raving reviews about. DMT.
I repurposed half of the the acid money for 3.1 grams of DMT for 550 dollars, and that night experimented with the spice and a large amount of weed. Disappointedly I found that I smoked the substance entirely incorrectly, giving me slight open eyed visuals and strange uncontrollable shaking feelings, not blasted to outer space with closed eyed visuals and beautiful entities like i had expected. It left me wondering if this substance was really what i though it was, or was I a victim of an incredibly huge ripoff. I have since then experimented several times with this substance with varied results, the second and third time it tried this drug I was taken to the same place for about 15-20ish minutes of smooth, dark, 3d, computer-esque and colorful visuals that showed me of an altered reality in which language was incomprehensible and communication was accomplished through expressing thoughts through some form of telepathy. At the same time I wanted to label this place, "spooky creepy technicolor halloween land" The word "weed" after this experience seemed so strange and still does. I was very confused nonetheless, I didn't feel that I had achieved any sort of monumental realization, I simply had an extremely weird psuedo-conscious trip. A few days ago i weighed out 60mg of the DMT to be smoked through a glass pipe, the DMT sitting atop pipe residue and a small bit of marijuana. I smoked it, but I was already a bit stoned and I could not figure out how to inhale the DMT properly (something that I have thoroughly researched). I had no sort of break through dose. Frustrated, I added what estimate to be anywhere from 0.45g-0.5g of DMT that I had set aside. Since my tolerance had already built up, there was no way that I could again break through. Im not sure if anyone has experimented with that large of a dose, and yes I did smoke that much. Im lucky I didn't kill myself. In this non-breakthrough DMT state, I got up and started dancing all of which felt very fluid, my blankets on my bed appeared to resemble a MC Escher tessellation of fish, I found myself chanting, "Nigger Toes, Nigger Toes..." over and over again. Music seemed to dictate where the trip went, it being direction by which my trip went. I found it extremely entertaining to walk around and look at myself in the mirror and try to isolate visually my head from the rest of my body. The entire experience wasn't extremely visual except for colorful bubbles rising to the surface of and floating up from objects around me, when I went to light my pipe underneath of it in my peripheral vision I thought I saw people walking around. Overall I was impressed and I am still feeling a great afterglow that might just now be wearing off.
So finally I ask you: From your experience, does this seem like DMT? The onset was incredibly fast varying from 10 seconds to 45 seconds and I think it is important to note that I have smoked a cigarette prior to my DMT experimentation every time for its supposed MAOI effects which I cannot confirm to be true. The overall duration of the experience, the last time i used DMT, was about 1.5 hours, leaving me thinking that the cigarette has significantly potentiated the DMT if this is indeed DMT. I woke up in the morning feeling completely fine. The substance/ DMT itself is a large dark yellow crystal with specks of light yellow and white in it. It is completely opaque and when it is crushed it disintegrates into an off white powder. When I smoke the substance, I keep the lighter above it so as not to torch it, it slowly turns into a yellow sludge and then black. The inside of my pipe is yellow, which I'm pretty sure is a common occurrence when a pipe is used for DMT. So I ask you again is this DMT? If it is DMT is it just very weak? Is there something that I should be doing that Im not doing? If it is not DMT, what do you suppose it is? That is all. Tell me what you think.
I wish I could put up pictures but I have no access to a camera.
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