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Dmt trip that needs closure..

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Justonequestion

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I wanna start off by saying I'm 21 male... I have done dmt plenty of times so I'm not new to it... But tonight something odd happened.... Me and my buddies bought a half of a gram and decided were going on a trip tonight.... We typically smoke out of the machine so I just scraped up a decent portion(well over 50mg) so I began smoking prolley got 4-5 huge hits and the next thing I know I was blowing through hyperspace just like normal.... Then all of a suden it something came up threw a red button(don't know how to explain it) but apparently I was going to die.... I exploded awake out of the dmt trip... Wierd metallic chalk taste in my mouth... Looking around seeing the visuals on x100 compared to normal.... I thought I broke it like that's the only way I can put it.... Did I just get the ultimate mind fuck of a lifetime or did I really just slmost die????????

Anything would help

And WTF is this taste in my mouth
 
If anyone has some insight on what happened that would be awesome... Because I think I "broke it" last night
 
you didnt break it. this same experience you described happened to me on 7gs of the most amazing mushrooms ive ever seen. you just got the mindfuck of a lifetime sir. its called ego death.
 
Well I'm glad to no I prolley wasn't in any real danger lol... I just remember like a red button being put in my mouth(in trip) and that if I swallowed it I was going to die and I burst awake and I just set there for what felt forever for the trip to leave my actual room...

Can any one tell me like after I smoke why it feels like I'm swallowing magic lol or whatever it is
 
I am fortunate to be able to come around dmt whenever I want... I been testing with low doses since my incident and here's my question everytime I feel like im about to break through I get anxiety real fear so should I wait just do it or am I doomed from dmt since that shattering ego death?????
 
Experiencing fear during a trip isn't necessarily a bad thing, just something to work with. You may need to explore this fear more to understand and move past it, if you want to "break through".
 
I try to do DMT no more than once every few months. I had an old roommate who used to extract is, so I was around it quite a bit. Ive come to notice I will only get "breakthrough" trips only every few months or so. If I was to smoke the DMT between this time, the bodyload is a bit intense and I can never quite seem to get there on a mental level and only visually. So i figured there is an extreme tolerance build to the mental trip of DMT being it is so intense. I decided to cut back to only those times when I feel I would have a breakthrough experience so that it would not loose its special edge. Every time I smoke I still get nervous and anxious, even though I know its going to be an amazingly awesome adventure.
 
DMT is unrivaled, dipping into it is surely to be beyond comprehension more times than not. I can;t even imagine the intensity since i've never tried it yet. I would if I could but I would likely be very respectful of it and only take it in short binges every few months.
 
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