Octarine
Bluelighter
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Soo all of this was written on a mini keyboard thing I type on, it’s basically a digital type writer. This is three experiences, going from first to most recent. This all took place last month.
DMT:
It’s 11:49PM and I’m about to try DMT for the first time, I’m nervous but very excited as I love psychedelics. Having many experiences with LSD, Ketamine, Mushrooms, etc. I feel as if I’m ready for a new adventure. I’m not sure what to expect but I’ll allow my mind to be clear and free.
12:00+ Pipe ready, and DMT is about to be lit
Write down as much as you can remember, if you remember small things, put them on the bullets below. (I wrote this to remind myself because I heard it's difficult to remember the trip minutes later.)
This was absolutely mind blowing; I’m left in a cold sweat after experiencing this powerful psychedelic. I felt an intense rush in my body and mind throughout the experience, followed by strange OEV and CEV’s which cannot atm be explained well. I was at first a little scared because it felt extremely intense but I smiled and allowed the trip to take control. I knew if I trusted whatever ‘it’ was; it would show me nothing but positive things. I let go of all fears, I fell into feelings of peace and bliss, and nothing could have harmed me or put me in a bad place. I do not regret this and will most definitely try it again.
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(Following day)
It’s around the same time and I cannot help but still be interested in DMT. I prepare myself for another experience, this time with a small bed of cannabis in the pipe
12:00+ DMT lit
This experience was nearly 10x more intense and insightful than the first. I prepared myself by putting on All I want by Younger Brother as I knew this would be the perfect trip music. After mentally preparing myself for another intense experience, I took a hit and instantly felt the same peculiar, alien-like feeling I did yesterday. And then it happened, my room was filled with colors and a smokey yellow plasma appeared from the left of my vision, this is where things got extremely strange. My left hand was ‘picked up’ completely out of my control, and placed onto my heart. Something was speaking to me; it wasn’t verbal, nor visual, something internal. Something was talking to me in a telekenetic way, making me recognize the ‘gifts’ I had, making me aware of my love to help another, and telling me to keep exercising it. This song was really getting to me; certain words would stand out and fit in with parts of the lecture which was being presented to me. I was constantly reminded not to be afraid of anything which comes in my path.
I was reminded of my talent of dance, and was told to express myself to the world through it. On my previous trip I was taught to fear nothing, and this was enforced in a really weird way. I thought of taking another hit and near the ending of the song, I constantly heard the words “do not be scared” “do not be scared”. I took off my headphones, and my trip calmed down until I packed the bowl. Being completely unsure of what was about to happen, I trusted ‘it’ and took the hit and held it for as long I felt needed and exhaled. This internal voice was telling me not to fear, as the trip is about to get extremely strong. My room began to shake and distort, I looked at my hands and quickly put them to my sides in fear. They looked nothing like my hands, but hands of an elf, or something strange. I remembered not to fear, I lifted my hands and observed, I accepted the change and allowed my trip to continue. This plasma was now turned into abstract yellow and green patterns of alien figures and other designs which ‘shocked’ my body (something of which I cannot remember too much in detail as it was happening so quickly.) This internal voice was speaking to me more clearly now, my body was engulfed (don’t mean to sound homo) in a warm, blanket of comfort, true bliss. I felt truly holy at the time; this being was telling me to make the world see better things. I then exploded into dance solely consisting of my hands (finger tutting). I was telling stories of creation, by making waves representing water, and other movements which I cannot remember as well. I was amazed by what I could do and continued throughout the trip, until I came down completely. Without noticing I continued dancing, coming to realize I can do this anytime I want if I truly tried. If I put my mind to something I believe in, I can succeed.
This is what finger tutting is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slblK2zL_ts
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DMT is amazing.
(3 days later)
Music made the trip confusing
Approx.40mg with a small bed of cannabis
Literally transported to another world
tried to take me with them
Salvia resemblance
Yellow world
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I've never tried DMT in a bong before and heard it was pretty intense so I decided to try it; I didn’t use water in the bong.
I remember taking a hit from the bong and as soon as I exhaled, strooong visuals covered my vision.
I cleared the bong and exhaled again, causing the visuals to increase and 'grip' me, “Holy fuck this is going to be intense” I thought to myself. I felt an extremely intense rush throughout my body and my room was being replaced with another, fearful of how intense the trip was about to be, I kicked out my dog and closed the door. There I was in some yellow, other world with geometrical patterns, among many other 'people' which weren't human, they felt wise as if ancestors . Something was guiding me through this world at an extremely fast pace when it hit me. I instantly remembered my salvia experience 2 years ago as this was a similar place to where I was traveling, I somehow remembered where I was and it made sense now, I must be traveling through hyperspace. I couldn’t believe the reality I was in and this was all going too fast for me to even comprehend at the time.
I was literally being abducted and brought to another place, something which was hard enough to understand on its own, let alone having trippy ass music blaring through my amps speakers. I fought to understand as I felt there was a great message to be heard, I unplugged the speakers and things got a bit more relaxing. It was too late as the visuals started to subside; I still was on my ass and couldn’t move as my room was still engulfed by patterns.
I was slowly returning to the
normal world, and was trying to make sense of what just happened. After this experience I was completely amazed, I viewed another 'world' with dimensions which were completely different from our own. I wish I could remember what I seen more; I was too shocked at the time. I'll definitely go a bit further into this sometime soon.
Thank youu very much if you read this far :D
This is the salvia trip I was talking about that happened two years ago if you care to read. I was extremely confused and had no knowledge of drugs at this time.
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DMT:
It’s 11:49PM and I’m about to try DMT for the first time, I’m nervous but very excited as I love psychedelics. Having many experiences with LSD, Ketamine, Mushrooms, etc. I feel as if I’m ready for a new adventure. I’m not sure what to expect but I’ll allow my mind to be clear and free.
12:00+ Pipe ready, and DMT is about to be lit
Write down as much as you can remember, if you remember small things, put them on the bullets below. (I wrote this to remind myself because I heard it's difficult to remember the trip minutes later.)
This was absolutely mind blowing; I’m left in a cold sweat after experiencing this powerful psychedelic. I felt an intense rush in my body and mind throughout the experience, followed by strange OEV and CEV’s which cannot atm be explained well. I was at first a little scared because it felt extremely intense but I smiled and allowed the trip to take control. I knew if I trusted whatever ‘it’ was; it would show me nothing but positive things. I let go of all fears, I fell into feelings of peace and bliss, and nothing could have harmed me or put me in a bad place. I do not regret this and will most definitely try it again.
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(Following day)
It’s around the same time and I cannot help but still be interested in DMT. I prepare myself for another experience, this time with a small bed of cannabis in the pipe
12:00+ DMT lit
This experience was nearly 10x more intense and insightful than the first. I prepared myself by putting on All I want by Younger Brother as I knew this would be the perfect trip music. After mentally preparing myself for another intense experience, I took a hit and instantly felt the same peculiar, alien-like feeling I did yesterday. And then it happened, my room was filled with colors and a smokey yellow plasma appeared from the left of my vision, this is where things got extremely strange. My left hand was ‘picked up’ completely out of my control, and placed onto my heart. Something was speaking to me; it wasn’t verbal, nor visual, something internal. Something was talking to me in a telekenetic way, making me recognize the ‘gifts’ I had, making me aware of my love to help another, and telling me to keep exercising it. This song was really getting to me; certain words would stand out and fit in with parts of the lecture which was being presented to me. I was constantly reminded not to be afraid of anything which comes in my path.
I was reminded of my talent of dance, and was told to express myself to the world through it. On my previous trip I was taught to fear nothing, and this was enforced in a really weird way. I thought of taking another hit and near the ending of the song, I constantly heard the words “do not be scared” “do not be scared”. I took off my headphones, and my trip calmed down until I packed the bowl. Being completely unsure of what was about to happen, I trusted ‘it’ and took the hit and held it for as long I felt needed and exhaled. This internal voice was telling me not to fear, as the trip is about to get extremely strong. My room began to shake and distort, I looked at my hands and quickly put them to my sides in fear. They looked nothing like my hands, but hands of an elf, or something strange. I remembered not to fear, I lifted my hands and observed, I accepted the change and allowed my trip to continue. This plasma was now turned into abstract yellow and green patterns of alien figures and other designs which ‘shocked’ my body (something of which I cannot remember too much in detail as it was happening so quickly.) This internal voice was speaking to me more clearly now, my body was engulfed (don’t mean to sound homo) in a warm, blanket of comfort, true bliss. I felt truly holy at the time; this being was telling me to make the world see better things. I then exploded into dance solely consisting of my hands (finger tutting). I was telling stories of creation, by making waves representing water, and other movements which I cannot remember as well. I was amazed by what I could do and continued throughout the trip, until I came down completely. Without noticing I continued dancing, coming to realize I can do this anytime I want if I truly tried. If I put my mind to something I believe in, I can succeed.
This is what finger tutting is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slblK2zL_ts
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DMT is amazing.
(3 days later)
Music made the trip confusing
Approx.40mg with a small bed of cannabis
Literally transported to another world
tried to take me with them
Salvia resemblance
Yellow world
---------------------------
I've never tried DMT in a bong before and heard it was pretty intense so I decided to try it; I didn’t use water in the bong.
I remember taking a hit from the bong and as soon as I exhaled, strooong visuals covered my vision.
I cleared the bong and exhaled again, causing the visuals to increase and 'grip' me, “Holy fuck this is going to be intense” I thought to myself. I felt an extremely intense rush throughout my body and my room was being replaced with another, fearful of how intense the trip was about to be, I kicked out my dog and closed the door. There I was in some yellow, other world with geometrical patterns, among many other 'people' which weren't human, they felt wise as if ancestors . Something was guiding me through this world at an extremely fast pace when it hit me. I instantly remembered my salvia experience 2 years ago as this was a similar place to where I was traveling, I somehow remembered where I was and it made sense now, I must be traveling through hyperspace. I couldn’t believe the reality I was in and this was all going too fast for me to even comprehend at the time.
I was literally being abducted and brought to another place, something which was hard enough to understand on its own, let alone having trippy ass music blaring through my amps speakers. I fought to understand as I felt there was a great message to be heard, I unplugged the speakers and things got a bit more relaxing. It was too late as the visuals started to subside; I still was on my ass and couldn’t move as my room was still engulfed by patterns.
I was slowly returning to the
normal world, and was trying to make sense of what just happened. After this experience I was completely amazed, I viewed another 'world' with dimensions which were completely different from our own. I wish I could remember what I seen more; I was too shocked at the time. I'll definitely go a bit further into this sometime soon.
Thank youu very much if you read this far :D
This is the salvia trip I was talking about that happened two years ago if you care to read. I was extremely confused and had no knowledge of drugs at this time.
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