medical_meccanica
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Holy drugs!
A few nights ago I decided to try the last of my dmt without much of an expectation, everytime I've tried in the past, even during an LSD trip, has had no results. But instead of using my vaporizer I used my bong, which has an extra chamber hanging off the first for smoooooooth. I made a nice bed of green and just piled the dmt on top. Slowly melting the dmt into the bud I lowered the lighter more and more and then took a big rip and held it in as long as I could. It wasn't even harsh!
I immediately heard a rush! I Immediately felt things creeping into my vision, and colors starting to bend and make noises I can't really put my finger on. I felt myself desperately lighting again and sucking as much of the vapor into my lungs as possible, which I never conciously decided to do!
Then it completely hit me, and my whole body was suddenly shook to the core with love. And I realized that I was not finding this on my own, I was being shown this reality. And as soon I realized that, she became so obvious. She made it hard to tell whether my eyes were open or closed, but when they were closed it was like she was writhing around in my vision, taking me deeper and deeper into the complicated machinery in her belly. She is the universe!
I noticed sometime later that I had tears in my eyes, I can't remember ever feeling so joyous!
I realised that I was holding my eyes tightly closed so I opened them and immediately noticed that a giant man was standing (stooping) about a meter in front of me. There were other creatures, but all different sizes, moving around the house at different speeds. Some so fast I couldn't see them at all, but I knew they all wanted me to follow them so they could show me things.
But the mother of the universe wanted me to stay on my beanbags and keep my eyes closed. She wanted everything to be between me and her, she wanted me to understand but I didn't know what I had to do! It felt loving and sexual and so, so strange.
Eventually the trip trickled out of my head while I slowly moved items around the room with tears in my eyes and smiling uncontrollably. I had an amazingly relaxing night and am still mesmorized by the things I was shown. I can't wait for another DMT dream, what an absolutely incredible, amazing, fantastic, loving, drug.
It's so hard to explain, I'm just so excited to finally have a breakthrough experience after trying for so long, and it truly was more than I ever expected. Just wanted to share.
Peace and love!
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_dmt
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_inexperienced
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_spiritual
roacode_vaporized
roacode_inhaled
A few nights ago I decided to try the last of my dmt without much of an expectation, everytime I've tried in the past, even during an LSD trip, has had no results. But instead of using my vaporizer I used my bong, which has an extra chamber hanging off the first for smoooooooth. I made a nice bed of green and just piled the dmt on top. Slowly melting the dmt into the bud I lowered the lighter more and more and then took a big rip and held it in as long as I could. It wasn't even harsh!
I immediately heard a rush! I Immediately felt things creeping into my vision, and colors starting to bend and make noises I can't really put my finger on. I felt myself desperately lighting again and sucking as much of the vapor into my lungs as possible, which I never conciously decided to do!
Then it completely hit me, and my whole body was suddenly shook to the core with love. And I realized that I was not finding this on my own, I was being shown this reality. And as soon I realized that, she became so obvious. She made it hard to tell whether my eyes were open or closed, but when they were closed it was like she was writhing around in my vision, taking me deeper and deeper into the complicated machinery in her belly. She is the universe!
I noticed sometime later that I had tears in my eyes, I can't remember ever feeling so joyous!
I realised that I was holding my eyes tightly closed so I opened them and immediately noticed that a giant man was standing (stooping) about a meter in front of me. There were other creatures, but all different sizes, moving around the house at different speeds. Some so fast I couldn't see them at all, but I knew they all wanted me to follow them so they could show me things.
But the mother of the universe wanted me to stay on my beanbags and keep my eyes closed. She wanted everything to be between me and her, she wanted me to understand but I didn't know what I had to do! It felt loving and sexual and so, so strange.
Eventually the trip trickled out of my head while I slowly moved items around the room with tears in my eyes and smiling uncontrollably. I had an amazingly relaxing night and am still mesmorized by the things I was shown. I can't wait for another DMT dream, what an absolutely incredible, amazing, fantastic, loving, drug.
It's so hard to explain, I'm just so excited to finally have a breakthrough experience after trying for so long, and it truly was more than I ever expected. Just wanted to share.
Peace and love!
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_dmt
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_inexperienced
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_spiritual
roacode_vaporized
roacode_inhaled
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