dmtuniverse
Greenlighter
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- Apr 20, 2011
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My experiences with DMT are pretty thorough. I have extracted several grams from mimosa hostilis for quite a while. My route of administration has always been vaporizing. I have attempted oral dmt with failure each time, and currently I take an SSRI so I can't take an MAOI now.
Last night it had been several months since I had smoked it. I had given up on trying to reach an immersive DMT experience like I had when I first smoked it. I have recently given up a few month heroin habit and I have some 29 guage needles lying around. I decided to salt the DMT freebase and inject it.
I added about 10-20 ml of vinegar to about 30 mg of DMT freebase. I dissolved the substance and was left with a clear but yellowish mixture. I drew the substance through cotton and was left with the clear liquid in the syring without any sediment. I injected it into my left elbow.
Within 10 seconds I entered the DMT cyberspace. There were plenty of fractals and the usual body load. A strong experience indeed, but not the most immersive I've had. After 30-40 minutes I prepared a second injection, this time with about twice the DMT. Unfortunately I tried a new injection site and basically skin popped it. Some entered the bloodstream though this experience was more drawn out. I waited about an hour to reach baseline, which is important as there is a short term DMT tolerance.
I was frustrated as usual with DMT and still wanted to be fully immersed in the DMT world. So I prepared another injection and did eyeball it. I would estimate that I prepared around 80mg of dmt freebase in this injection. I eyeballed and overestimated it so i'd be surely fucked if I hit the vein right. I proceeded to inject into the initial site I used. I pressed the plunger and it burned a lot more than the other ones. I can't imagine acetic acid is good for the veins, but wth.
Within 10 seconds I began to enter DMT cyberspace just like the first time, but MUCH faster and more intense. The first thing I remember is coughing uncontrollably. It was as if I took a 1g bong hit. Yet i hadnt smoked anything. Immediately my entire room morphed into violenty spinning fractals. I began to salivate and drool extensively. I remember continually trying to swallow, because my throat felt like it had mucus or something on it.
After about 30 seconds, still fully immersed in DMT cyberspace, I stood up with caution to head to the bathroom. I stood still for about 10 seconds and said outloud to myself "this is a bad idea." I do NOT recommend trying to walk on this stuff. When I took my first step it felt like I had taken a very small step. It was a very unusual feeling. All I can say is that my perception of distance was totally askew. I would compare it to something weird from the beginning of Alice in Wonderland. My bathroom looked like it was a mile away. Each step was a tiny bit closer. My eyes were complete pupil.
After many awkward steps I finally made it to my bathroom and bowed to the porcelain God, which interestingly had the appearance of a woman who wanted to care for me.. I immediately started vomiting, a very strong purge. I looked to see what I had thrown up and couldn't tell if it was real or if I was imagining it. The water line in the toilet was not horizontally 2D. It had several layers and there was a forcefield of fractals in the bowl.
Completely random images would augment into my vision at a lightning fast rate.. Dogs, cats, faces, friends etc. Random voices and single words also intruded. At this point I was very uncomfortable. I had 100% complete ego death. I was still swallowing and sweating profusely. I lost complete trace of time and wasn't really aware that it would all be over in a matter of 2 or 3 minutes. I prayed fervently to God to pull me out of this Hell I was in. I thought i was irreversibly screwed. It was a desperate cry with tears and all. I remember saying outloud to myself, "Why would I do this to myself" and "You're getting what you asked for." It was horrifying. Nothing was ever still, it was a kaleidoscope.
Within about 2 minutes, the trip became much more managable. Things were still moving, breathing, and swaying violently. I made it to the kitchen to clean up after myself and was still disoriented. I would walk back and forth from the kitchen to my desk forgetting that I had already done that. I was thoroughly terrified of my experience and threw the remaining 200 mg of DMT in the trash. I had determined that I was giving up my desires for a spiritual DMT experience for good. I had gotten just what I wanted... the end of myself
If that were a 2 hour oral experience, I would've gone nuts. I cleaned the blood off my arm and proceeded to my bedroom to sleep next to my wife. Her face in the dark was morphing as it would on most tryptamines and the feeling of her arm was very unusual. I squeezed it once and it felt like a balloon; squeezed it again and it felt like hard bone.
There isn't much else in the terms of explaining the experience. Its very hard to explain. The best way I would describe it is that DMT is a true hallucinogen. Its purpose is to confuse the senses. There were indeed voices and thoughts of thinking Im seeing people etc. This experience was marked by pure Chaos. This was a true taste of the world of tryptamines. I will never forget this experience in all my life, but probably will never repeat it. Im amazed that it is produced naturally in the pineal gland. Some have suggested a corelation with NDE's and massive DMT release from the brain. Thats all
Last night it had been several months since I had smoked it. I had given up on trying to reach an immersive DMT experience like I had when I first smoked it. I have recently given up a few month heroin habit and I have some 29 guage needles lying around. I decided to salt the DMT freebase and inject it.
I added about 10-20 ml of vinegar to about 30 mg of DMT freebase. I dissolved the substance and was left with a clear but yellowish mixture. I drew the substance through cotton and was left with the clear liquid in the syring without any sediment. I injected it into my left elbow.
Within 10 seconds I entered the DMT cyberspace. There were plenty of fractals and the usual body load. A strong experience indeed, but not the most immersive I've had. After 30-40 minutes I prepared a second injection, this time with about twice the DMT. Unfortunately I tried a new injection site and basically skin popped it. Some entered the bloodstream though this experience was more drawn out. I waited about an hour to reach baseline, which is important as there is a short term DMT tolerance.
I was frustrated as usual with DMT and still wanted to be fully immersed in the DMT world. So I prepared another injection and did eyeball it. I would estimate that I prepared around 80mg of dmt freebase in this injection. I eyeballed and overestimated it so i'd be surely fucked if I hit the vein right. I proceeded to inject into the initial site I used. I pressed the plunger and it burned a lot more than the other ones. I can't imagine acetic acid is good for the veins, but wth.
Within 10 seconds I began to enter DMT cyberspace just like the first time, but MUCH faster and more intense. The first thing I remember is coughing uncontrollably. It was as if I took a 1g bong hit. Yet i hadnt smoked anything. Immediately my entire room morphed into violenty spinning fractals. I began to salivate and drool extensively. I remember continually trying to swallow, because my throat felt like it had mucus or something on it.
After about 30 seconds, still fully immersed in DMT cyberspace, I stood up with caution to head to the bathroom. I stood still for about 10 seconds and said outloud to myself "this is a bad idea." I do NOT recommend trying to walk on this stuff. When I took my first step it felt like I had taken a very small step. It was a very unusual feeling. All I can say is that my perception of distance was totally askew. I would compare it to something weird from the beginning of Alice in Wonderland. My bathroom looked like it was a mile away. Each step was a tiny bit closer. My eyes were complete pupil.
After many awkward steps I finally made it to my bathroom and bowed to the porcelain God, which interestingly had the appearance of a woman who wanted to care for me.. I immediately started vomiting, a very strong purge. I looked to see what I had thrown up and couldn't tell if it was real or if I was imagining it. The water line in the toilet was not horizontally 2D. It had several layers and there was a forcefield of fractals in the bowl.
Completely random images would augment into my vision at a lightning fast rate.. Dogs, cats, faces, friends etc. Random voices and single words also intruded. At this point I was very uncomfortable. I had 100% complete ego death. I was still swallowing and sweating profusely. I lost complete trace of time and wasn't really aware that it would all be over in a matter of 2 or 3 minutes. I prayed fervently to God to pull me out of this Hell I was in. I thought i was irreversibly screwed. It was a desperate cry with tears and all. I remember saying outloud to myself, "Why would I do this to myself" and "You're getting what you asked for." It was horrifying. Nothing was ever still, it was a kaleidoscope.
Within about 2 minutes, the trip became much more managable. Things were still moving, breathing, and swaying violently. I made it to the kitchen to clean up after myself and was still disoriented. I would walk back and forth from the kitchen to my desk forgetting that I had already done that. I was thoroughly terrified of my experience and threw the remaining 200 mg of DMT in the trash. I had determined that I was giving up my desires for a spiritual DMT experience for good. I had gotten just what I wanted... the end of myself
If that were a 2 hour oral experience, I would've gone nuts. I cleaned the blood off my arm and proceeded to my bedroom to sleep next to my wife. Her face in the dark was morphing as it would on most tryptamines and the feeling of her arm was very unusual. I squeezed it once and it felt like a balloon; squeezed it again and it felt like hard bone.
There isn't much else in the terms of explaining the experience. Its very hard to explain. The best way I would describe it is that DMT is a true hallucinogen. Its purpose is to confuse the senses. There were indeed voices and thoughts of thinking Im seeing people etc. This experience was marked by pure Chaos. This was a true taste of the world of tryptamines. I will never forget this experience in all my life, but probably will never repeat it. Im amazed that it is produced naturally in the pineal gland. Some have suggested a corelation with NDE's and massive DMT release from the brain. Thats all
your a badass for that lmao i thought u can get trippin balls off 10 mg of dmt iv and thats the max you want to do???
i dont want it to go down like salvia, where as i thought a deamon was tryning to get ahold of me(me an my friend did it at the same time...big mistake) But i definitly want to break the "thresshold" and veiw an alternate universe