jonah_222
Bluelighter
Ayahuasca- first time- experienced
Well, it's not a standard trip report... But
60 mg p. virdis
30 b. caapi
brew with 12 cups water with 120 drops HCL.
strain diet according.
blast off:
became giddy and "Stoned" withing an hour. felt like i was sliding into another reality.. world, i guess.
became aware of some god-ish being. An "it" sorta...
Came over me in waves of golden liquid, sun-like. Encouraging me and telling me that life is good and crazy and that it is important to lead a family life, even if one is without family.
that knowing and loving people is how we should be. and that death is not the end, not exactly.
Then came some interesting CEV's, the foundation, you know, raw firmament ripped out from beneath me.
Stood before a mirror, saw myself, but the (what i call) evil parts were seperated and shucked off like snakeskin. Then came a part where i was given masterey of a sphere, for personal entertainment. Nothing else, just to keep me busy until i came down.
Beautiful
too much? Sorta, information wise.
will i repeat? Yes, stronger, with more respect.
do i recommend?
no.
-j.
Well, it's not a standard trip report... But
60 mg p. virdis
30 b. caapi
brew with 12 cups water with 120 drops HCL.
strain diet according.
blast off:
became giddy and "Stoned" withing an hour. felt like i was sliding into another reality.. world, i guess.
became aware of some god-ish being. An "it" sorta...
Came over me in waves of golden liquid, sun-like. Encouraging me and telling me that life is good and crazy and that it is important to lead a family life, even if one is without family.
that knowing and loving people is how we should be. and that death is not the end, not exactly.
Then came some interesting CEV's, the foundation, you know, raw firmament ripped out from beneath me.
Stood before a mirror, saw myself, but the (what i call) evil parts were seperated and shucked off like snakeskin. Then came a part where i was given masterey of a sphere, for personal entertainment. Nothing else, just to keep me busy until i came down.
Beautiful
too much? Sorta, information wise.
will i repeat? Yes, stronger, with more respect.
do i recommend?
no.
-j.