FreedomOfTheMind
Bluelighter
My friend M loaded up the bong with some herb on the bottom and then sprinkled approximately 75mg of n,n-DMT into the bowl, and lastly spread some herb on top of that. It was both of our first times, but it was decided that I would try the drug first. I got in a comfortable position on the blanket and prepared to take the first hit. I glanced around at my surroundings: a beautiful meadow by the Hudson River with birds singing and wind rustling as the sky prepared for dusk. M proceeded to light the herb on top of the DMT powder, which caused the orange spice to vaporize almost instantly. I took one huge hit, and really didn’t find the smoke all that harsh as many people describe it. I then proceeded to take another hit and hold it in. As I exhaled my second hit, everything in my field of vision morphed into a tornado of fractals and rippling psychedelic patterns. I was overcome with a tremendous and tumultuous cosmic force that undulated throughout every square inch of my physical body. My ego was telling me not to take that third toke but the desire inside me to break through to another realm of existence prevailed and I took a third toke, and held it in. Boom. Before I could gather what happened, everything in my field of vision was turning into fluid orbs of color. I closed my eyes and laid back on the blanket as the late afternoon sun’s rays were dancing upon my face. Behind my closed eye lids, I was presented with a brand new universe. I was traveling through ever changing corridors and vortexes for what seemed like an eternity. I became overcome with intense, pulsating euphoria that emanated from my head and spread to all the extremities of my body. It was not at all like the euphoria from opiates or cocaine but more like this cosmic bliss euphoria- it was an orgasm of my mind. The purest and best euphoria I have ever felt. During the vortex traveling I distinctly heard a loud sound that increasingly got louder in intensity and force, but it was very welcoming at the same time. It was almost like the sound was accompanying my ascension into this new, novel dimension of experiencing the universe. At this point I became briefly overwhelmed with fear for a short time, but all of my ego’s self-defense mechanisms quickly dissipated and I completely accepted the new reality I was presented with.
I suddenly arrived at this structure, which looked like something out of a sci-fi movie, but at the same time it was something novel that I have never even imagined before. The structure definitely looked like some sort of abode or house-like construction. It was grey and constantly morphing at the edges and dripping with jeweled patterns and currents of energy pulsations. It should be noted that I did not see my physical body, or sense it at all, during this experience and I was viewing this new reality as if I was there experiencing it through my eyes, not like a dream where I watch my physical body as if I am in a movie.
Somehow I entered the house but I did not choose to enter, it felt like some sort of force pulled me in. I entered the abode without even opening a door- it was like I was transported there. I found myself in a room where the walls looked like holograms of constantly changing orbs of fluctuating colors. I was presented with what seemed like a family of entities in the room. I don’t remember how many there were but there must have been at least four or five of them. They were not sitting or standing, but were continuously self-transforming and morphing as I watched them. They did not take on any sort of permanent form and had no real outline to their bodies. Their bodies consisted of morphing orbs of holographic light that seemed to be part of the house, but at the same time when I looked at them they had a facial structure similar to humans with some sort of viewing lens like eyes in the shape of silver diamonds. However, they did not have a mouth-like structure to communicate auditory signals, or a nose to sense olfactory stimuli. As I was watching them, they made me feel incredibly comfortable and were the most benevolent entities I have ever encountered in my life. They looked at me with pure compassion and the utmost respect for my existence as a perspective of the Universal Mind. As I watched them, they were constantly changing shape and becoming part of the house structure we were in, but without a doubt appeared as separate conscious entities. They were composed of animated light that affected everything in the surroundings of where they were situated. I was amazed at how these entities had no real physical form and were incessantly morphing, but at the same time they saddled down to a form momentarily when communicating with me. I feel like they decided to constrain themselves to a sort of human like form when communicating with me in order to make me feel more comfortable during the experience. I was in a state of wonder and awe for the universe unfolding before my very eyes for the entire duration of the trip.
The entities then proceeded to communicate with me telepathically. Without making any auditory signal, the entities communicated to me a language I have never heard before. I clearly heard the language in my mind and it was made up of fluid beeps and clicks, and almost sounded like some sort of MIDI computer language. As I said, I have never heard this language before but I entirely understood the message they were trying to get across to me. They communicated a pure message of Love to me, but not romantic love as in between two partners, but a message of cosmic, universal Love. It was just a pure love for Being. They communicated to me that we are Infinity- that we are here because we have always been here and will always be here- riding the cosmic wave of infinity for a short glimpse of the wonder of it all. I was completely overcome with love and felt myself smiling during this part of the adventure. All of a sudden, I was trounced with another wave of cosmic euphoria that rippled throughout every part of my physical being. They told me that they are a part of me, just as I am a part of them. They told me that they are just like me but have been around for a lot longer and have evolved to exist beyond the constricting nexus of space/time into the infinity of “the world of ideas/information.” Somehow they communicated to me that I (as in the human race) would soon be joining them and to not be scared because this is the way it has always been. This is the journey of infinity- there is no end point. The mind state I was in seemed strangely familiar, as if I have been there before, or as if I have always been there all along. One of the entities proceeded to hug me, although I did not view it hugging my body, I just felt it occurring and sensed it. The entities again communicated this wondrous message of universal love and I heard a cacophony of beeps and fluid clicks that almost sounded like music. It should be noted that these entities were genderless but at the same time, it seemed as if they were a family and had distinct roles in the home. On my way out of the structure (again, I did not open any doors but somehow was transported outside), I spotted one of the entities watering a flowerpot as if the entity was just going about its daily business. The pot was grayish color but had patterns on it and the flower in it seemed to be greenish-red and also changing colors fluidly. I then opened my eyes and my surroundings were still just rippling and breathing patterns and orbs. I closed my eyes once more and became more aware of my surroundings in the physical plane of existence. I was presented with flowing vortexes and corridors once more and had a real sense of motion as if I was traveling or moving somewhere. After what must have been only a few more minutes, I sat up and opened my eyes. Everything looked like as it would if I was on a high dose of LSD and the meadow was rippling and breathing with animation and vividness. My friend M came over and just looked at me. All I said was “Wow” and proceeded to lay back down and take a deep breath. It was his turn to try the DMT next so I decided not to even talk about my experience, as to not influence his first time and walked over to the other side of the meadow where I contemplated on the experience and jotted down a few notes on my cell phone as to what the fuck just happened.
I reflected on the entities I had just encountered moments ago.
These entities could have come from inside my psyche/subconscious, or my brain could have been open to perceiving other dimensions beyond the first three where these entities exist (since I believe each perspective of the universal mind is existing in all dimensions at once but we have evolved to only perceive a 3-dimensional reality matrix due to evading predators in this dimension to survive, etc). Maybe these entities are always aware of us and we just cannot perceive them unless we ingest DMT or similar compounds. Who knows? All I know is that the entities felt like they were conscious separate from me but at the same time, they were me! That is what they were telling me! It was almost like another perspective of the Universal Mind was telling me: "Hey, I am you! You are me! Isn't this beautiful!, We are the Universe!" The strange part is these entities still existed in a world of form- meaning that they existed in dualities, but still not the physical plane we find ourselves in. It was almost as if the entities had evolved for much longer than us (humans) and their minds have evolved to transcend space and time to exist in a sort of plenum of information in eternity where they act as a group mind or sort of an internet connected to infinity. The speculations could go on forever. All I know is that this was by far one of the most phenomenal and inexplicable experiences of my life. I got to experience first hand the infinity that we are apart of! DMT is pretty much like loading infinity and firing it directly into your brain. It makes so much sense that it is released during near death experiences and before death. The message is that “EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS OKAY- because we are INFINITY. We are all just different expressions of the same eternal energy and we are on a journey to experience infinity. The meaning is in the journey! Enjoy the ride.
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I suddenly arrived at this structure, which looked like something out of a sci-fi movie, but at the same time it was something novel that I have never even imagined before. The structure definitely looked like some sort of abode or house-like construction. It was grey and constantly morphing at the edges and dripping with jeweled patterns and currents of energy pulsations. It should be noted that I did not see my physical body, or sense it at all, during this experience and I was viewing this new reality as if I was there experiencing it through my eyes, not like a dream where I watch my physical body as if I am in a movie.
Somehow I entered the house but I did not choose to enter, it felt like some sort of force pulled me in. I entered the abode without even opening a door- it was like I was transported there. I found myself in a room where the walls looked like holograms of constantly changing orbs of fluctuating colors. I was presented with what seemed like a family of entities in the room. I don’t remember how many there were but there must have been at least four or five of them. They were not sitting or standing, but were continuously self-transforming and morphing as I watched them. They did not take on any sort of permanent form and had no real outline to their bodies. Their bodies consisted of morphing orbs of holographic light that seemed to be part of the house, but at the same time when I looked at them they had a facial structure similar to humans with some sort of viewing lens like eyes in the shape of silver diamonds. However, they did not have a mouth-like structure to communicate auditory signals, or a nose to sense olfactory stimuli. As I was watching them, they made me feel incredibly comfortable and were the most benevolent entities I have ever encountered in my life. They looked at me with pure compassion and the utmost respect for my existence as a perspective of the Universal Mind. As I watched them, they were constantly changing shape and becoming part of the house structure we were in, but without a doubt appeared as separate conscious entities. They were composed of animated light that affected everything in the surroundings of where they were situated. I was amazed at how these entities had no real physical form and were incessantly morphing, but at the same time they saddled down to a form momentarily when communicating with me. I feel like they decided to constrain themselves to a sort of human like form when communicating with me in order to make me feel more comfortable during the experience. I was in a state of wonder and awe for the universe unfolding before my very eyes for the entire duration of the trip.
The entities then proceeded to communicate with me telepathically. Without making any auditory signal, the entities communicated to me a language I have never heard before. I clearly heard the language in my mind and it was made up of fluid beeps and clicks, and almost sounded like some sort of MIDI computer language. As I said, I have never heard this language before but I entirely understood the message they were trying to get across to me. They communicated a pure message of Love to me, but not romantic love as in between two partners, but a message of cosmic, universal Love. It was just a pure love for Being. They communicated to me that we are Infinity- that we are here because we have always been here and will always be here- riding the cosmic wave of infinity for a short glimpse of the wonder of it all. I was completely overcome with love and felt myself smiling during this part of the adventure. All of a sudden, I was trounced with another wave of cosmic euphoria that rippled throughout every part of my physical being. They told me that they are a part of me, just as I am a part of them. They told me that they are just like me but have been around for a lot longer and have evolved to exist beyond the constricting nexus of space/time into the infinity of “the world of ideas/information.” Somehow they communicated to me that I (as in the human race) would soon be joining them and to not be scared because this is the way it has always been. This is the journey of infinity- there is no end point. The mind state I was in seemed strangely familiar, as if I have been there before, or as if I have always been there all along. One of the entities proceeded to hug me, although I did not view it hugging my body, I just felt it occurring and sensed it. The entities again communicated this wondrous message of universal love and I heard a cacophony of beeps and fluid clicks that almost sounded like music. It should be noted that these entities were genderless but at the same time, it seemed as if they were a family and had distinct roles in the home. On my way out of the structure (again, I did not open any doors but somehow was transported outside), I spotted one of the entities watering a flowerpot as if the entity was just going about its daily business. The pot was grayish color but had patterns on it and the flower in it seemed to be greenish-red and also changing colors fluidly. I then opened my eyes and my surroundings were still just rippling and breathing patterns and orbs. I closed my eyes once more and became more aware of my surroundings in the physical plane of existence. I was presented with flowing vortexes and corridors once more and had a real sense of motion as if I was traveling or moving somewhere. After what must have been only a few more minutes, I sat up and opened my eyes. Everything looked like as it would if I was on a high dose of LSD and the meadow was rippling and breathing with animation and vividness. My friend M came over and just looked at me. All I said was “Wow” and proceeded to lay back down and take a deep breath. It was his turn to try the DMT next so I decided not to even talk about my experience, as to not influence his first time and walked over to the other side of the meadow where I contemplated on the experience and jotted down a few notes on my cell phone as to what the fuck just happened.
I reflected on the entities I had just encountered moments ago.
These entities could have come from inside my psyche/subconscious, or my brain could have been open to perceiving other dimensions beyond the first three where these entities exist (since I believe each perspective of the universal mind is existing in all dimensions at once but we have evolved to only perceive a 3-dimensional reality matrix due to evading predators in this dimension to survive, etc). Maybe these entities are always aware of us and we just cannot perceive them unless we ingest DMT or similar compounds. Who knows? All I know is that the entities felt like they were conscious separate from me but at the same time, they were me! That is what they were telling me! It was almost like another perspective of the Universal Mind was telling me: "Hey, I am you! You are me! Isn't this beautiful!, We are the Universe!" The strange part is these entities still existed in a world of form- meaning that they existed in dualities, but still not the physical plane we find ourselves in. It was almost as if the entities had evolved for much longer than us (humans) and their minds have evolved to transcend space and time to exist in a sort of plenum of information in eternity where they act as a group mind or sort of an internet connected to infinity. The speculations could go on forever. All I know is that this was by far one of the most phenomenal and inexplicable experiences of my life. I got to experience first hand the infinity that we are apart of! DMT is pretty much like loading infinity and firing it directly into your brain. It makes so much sense that it is released during near death experiences and before death. The message is that “EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS OKAY- because we are INFINITY. We are all just different expressions of the same eternal energy and we are on a journey to experience infinity. The meaning is in the journey! Enjoy the ride.
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