a DMT experience ...
I was offered the opportunity to try this substance & eagerly agreed (i had used LSD a lot in my youth & tried various other psychedelics along the way ... i had heard of DMT, did some research for smoking methods, but was totally ignorant & uneducated as to it's effects)
a packet of brownish crystal was unveiled & i put my portion on top of a small bed of cannabis in a glass pipe ... with a hand lighter, i gently melted the crystals & slowly inhaled as much as i could ... sitting on stool at my kitchen counter I held the smoke in & slowly exhaled ... i immediately felt the onset rush ... a flash of rainbow colored geometric shapes & spider web like grids & patterns shot through my field of vision ... the was a rising whistling sound & then ...
( from this point it is uncanny how my story takes on many of the similar themes that i have since discovered in other trip reports )
my field of vision went dark ... the was a rhythmic pulsating of sound ... the was a dot of light ... there was a feeling of traveling through space & time ... the light grew into an entity ... a living intelligence that was without a doubt the "master controller" ... my mind was on fire ... i felt that i was gazing at a supreme being ... i felt insignificant ... i felt smaller then an atomic particle in comparison to this "thing" i was gazing at ... it was a psychedelic inferno ... very much like a perfectly symmetrical compact "solar system" involved in a universe of activity & intelligence ... there was an overwhelming sense of "divinity" .... i hope to convey the intensity of this "presence"
my partner (who provided the DMT ) called out my name ... i became aware of the fact that i was hyper ventilating & i opened my eyes ... the experience was of being in two distinctly different worlds & dimensions simultaneously ... my mind could not interpret, nor make sense of what i was seeing , and feeling ... i struggled to tell him NOT to say a word. or disturb me ...i was blinded by psychedelia with my eyes open ,& when i closed my eyes, i was back in what i felt was the center of the universe ... i was startled & afraid ... my motor skills were worthless ... i felt like i witnessed "the master creator" ... i felt like i was reborn ... i crawled my way out the door and onto my lawn,where i lied down ... i was in my own body & that felt like a good place to be ... slowly my mind came back to me,but i was extremely confused ...the trip became somewhat LSD like as it dissipated ...
this one trip really hit me hard ... i was unnerved out for about one week following this experience ... it left me quite speechless,but with a newfound thirst for a knowledge that i previously did not even no existed ...
i wish i could clearly, and accurately describe in minute detail what i saw, but that would take an artist ...
since this experience i have smoked more DMT, but only at threshold levels, i am getting up the courage for another breakthrough dosage ... it is a scary proposition IMHO
I was offered the opportunity to try this substance & eagerly agreed (i had used LSD a lot in my youth & tried various other psychedelics along the way ... i had heard of DMT, did some research for smoking methods, but was totally ignorant & uneducated as to it's effects)
a packet of brownish crystal was unveiled & i put my portion on top of a small bed of cannabis in a glass pipe ... with a hand lighter, i gently melted the crystals & slowly inhaled as much as i could ... sitting on stool at my kitchen counter I held the smoke in & slowly exhaled ... i immediately felt the onset rush ... a flash of rainbow colored geometric shapes & spider web like grids & patterns shot through my field of vision ... the was a rising whistling sound & then ...
( from this point it is uncanny how my story takes on many of the similar themes that i have since discovered in other trip reports )
my field of vision went dark ... the was a rhythmic pulsating of sound ... the was a dot of light ... there was a feeling of traveling through space & time ... the light grew into an entity ... a living intelligence that was without a doubt the "master controller" ... my mind was on fire ... i felt that i was gazing at a supreme being ... i felt insignificant ... i felt smaller then an atomic particle in comparison to this "thing" i was gazing at ... it was a psychedelic inferno ... very much like a perfectly symmetrical compact "solar system" involved in a universe of activity & intelligence ... there was an overwhelming sense of "divinity" .... i hope to convey the intensity of this "presence"
my partner (who provided the DMT ) called out my name ... i became aware of the fact that i was hyper ventilating & i opened my eyes ... the experience was of being in two distinctly different worlds & dimensions simultaneously ... my mind could not interpret, nor make sense of what i was seeing , and feeling ... i struggled to tell him NOT to say a word. or disturb me ...i was blinded by psychedelia with my eyes open ,& when i closed my eyes, i was back in what i felt was the center of the universe ... i was startled & afraid ... my motor skills were worthless ... i felt like i witnessed "the master creator" ... i felt like i was reborn ... i crawled my way out the door and onto my lawn,where i lied down ... i was in my own body & that felt like a good place to be ... slowly my mind came back to me,but i was extremely confused ...the trip became somewhat LSD like as it dissipated ...
this one trip really hit me hard ... i was unnerved out for about one week following this experience ... it left me quite speechless,but with a newfound thirst for a knowledge that i previously did not even no existed ...
i wish i could clearly, and accurately describe in minute detail what i saw, but that would take an artist ...
since this experience i have smoked more DMT, but only at threshold levels, i am getting up the courage for another breakthrough dosage ... it is a scary proposition IMHO
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