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DMT & B. Caapi - Experienced - Interstellar Love

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outside yet not beyond domain of Time our souls make cosmic Love interentwined deep in the boundless black velvet void of interstellar space, fathomless and cold and pregnant with potential of all that shall become - becoming lit as we make Love by nascent stars, and warmer, the stars are product of our union...

we look through tears of joyous laughter through each others eyes, as we have done for eons, making Love in space and giving birth to stars, creating Love - and darkness slowly fades as galaxies begin their gleeful dance of fire for bright is Light of unconditional Love, pure Light of Novelty that is Creation, this Light doth Entropy defy...

somewhere oceans of space and leagues of time below we see our bodies just as they had been left - but not abandoned, safe and fully clothed, and not even in bed, strangers we were mere hour wise ago by earthly standards, this Woman that became all Women, my Companion, we laugh and cry for it is Deep, and later try to reconcile how we both knew its been awhile - a hundred billion years give or take - that we'd been making interstellar love while on the Gaian plane she's only twenty-something and me of almost similar refrain...

the sacrement / dose was was Aussihuasca 50% DMT 50% b.caapi vine, 125/120mg respectively per person, 1 bongload from a common bong, the subjects experienced though not in transpersonal journeys of such magnitude. overall outerspace time was 1 hour.

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I read about you tripping really hard all the time. What kind of job do you have if you don't mind my asking?
 
Thanks for sharing.

If only everyone knew the transformational power of this transcendent, archetypal sense of love ...
 
Km013 said:
I read about you tripping really hard all the time. What kind of job do you have if you don't mind my asking?
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i am a Professor of Theoretical and Applied Psychonautics for the CCCC on a Research Sabbatical.

before retiring at 40, over the last 9 years, i was the first employee > head of a pharma/biotech now listed on 3 continents, involved in drug discovery, development, testing, multi-country, multi-centre clinical trials, marketing and distribution on a global scale. focus on CNS and brain disorders and cognitive affectors.

before that i worked with the UCLA med school Dept of Radiology on an MRI / losless compression algorithm for telediagnostic imaging over internet project.
 
When I smoked some DMT on shredded caapi vine everything went out of focus and came back, but with clear pentagons instead of the cell-like blobs like my myopic eyes usually produce. My face pulled itself through its whole range of expression. My thoughts seemed to shake themselves like a wet dog, and shame almost fell off.

Then when I looked at the candle I was using to illumnate the otherwise dark room, it seemed like it was going to explode or something and I was a little scared and came back down.

Do you have any advice, tips or tricks? Should I try it again? Will I end rambling about elves, boring my friends and scaring my family? Reading erowid and these fourms makes me wary of dmt.

How did you feel about 'the spirit molecule' when you read it?
thx if you answer my questions, no pressure if u don't want to tho
 
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^if Rick was working w/Aussihuasca, he would have, without any doubt, penned a very different book. donna worry, mine will be out soon.

P.S. if there is an 'I' component you speak of, you did not experience DMT.
 
Did anyone else think it was a bit too cliché for something supposedly written in earnest? Like a reformulation of whats already been said instead of fresh insight through a new personality?
 
You saying it lacks the vibrancy of "immediate experience" ?

I suppose everyone writes differently

Not everyone seems to get overly excited - like I can do - but I wouldn't care to judge on such a subjective thing.
 
Mint report nano. I totally like the style :)
If you are going to publish a book on the subject I would hope you tell when it becomes available.
 
Top notch report man, took me back to thoughts and places i havent been in a while. Cant wait for the next instalment
 
The Is said:
Did anyone else think it was a bit too cliché for something supposedly written in earnest? Like a reformulation of whats already been said instead of fresh insight through a new personality?
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ummm....i guess ftl travel and post-quantum psychology are cliche indeed, after all what can better The Jetsons, (or for the literally challenged, the Matrix) sorry to offend...now put 300mg aussihuasca in your bong, and speakto me of sincerety and personality o, bout a week later.
 
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