Hi All
New here, but I've been a regular tourist for a long time.
I have a query regarding DMT and can only really discuss it with you lot. It's been discussed here before but I want to discuss it relative to my own experiences.
I have taken lots of drugs on and off for many years. Lots of cocktails, lots of experimenting. High doses, low doses etc. I take kratom most days but generally speaking don't do much else apart from special occasions.
Anyway, this year I smoked DMT for the first time. I've smoked it around 20 times now--went a little mad at it at the beginning because I broke through, had God speak to me and experienced eternity blah blah. All the stuff that blows our tiny minds away.
But shortly after my introduction, I had a nervous breakdown and had 3 months out of work this summer. I managed to get help and got some CBT. I was getting well again and then smoked DMT last weekend for the first time in months. I'm now severely depressed again. Like end of the world depressed. Aside from this my mental health has always been kept in check. Like, I'm no poster boy for great mental health, but I've not been as bad as this.
So basically I think it's the DMT that's caused me to enter severe depression. As experienced users, we have a good idea what is what. For example I was once smoking weed every day and doing lots of other drugs. But I realised the weed was specifically becoming too much so I quit and became alright again while taking everything else.
I'm presently trying to hang on in there. I don't need help with that. Don't worry. I'm just interested if anyone here has had a similar experience with DMT or maybe psychedelics generally. I know they can have the opposite effect of helping people.
If it's not the DMT then it's a coincidence for sure and I need to seek some help because my current mental health is not good.
Cheers all.
New here, but I've been a regular tourist for a long time.
I have a query regarding DMT and can only really discuss it with you lot. It's been discussed here before but I want to discuss it relative to my own experiences.
I have taken lots of drugs on and off for many years. Lots of cocktails, lots of experimenting. High doses, low doses etc. I take kratom most days but generally speaking don't do much else apart from special occasions.
Anyway, this year I smoked DMT for the first time. I've smoked it around 20 times now--went a little mad at it at the beginning because I broke through, had God speak to me and experienced eternity blah blah. All the stuff that blows our tiny minds away.
But shortly after my introduction, I had a nervous breakdown and had 3 months out of work this summer. I managed to get help and got some CBT. I was getting well again and then smoked DMT last weekend for the first time in months. I'm now severely depressed again. Like end of the world depressed. Aside from this my mental health has always been kept in check. Like, I'm no poster boy for great mental health, but I've not been as bad as this.
So basically I think it's the DMT that's caused me to enter severe depression. As experienced users, we have a good idea what is what. For example I was once smoking weed every day and doing lots of other drugs. But I realised the weed was specifically becoming too much so I quit and became alright again while taking everything else.
I'm presently trying to hang on in there. I don't need help with that. Don't worry. I'm just interested if anyone here has had a similar experience with DMT or maybe psychedelics generally. I know they can have the opposite effect of helping people.
If it's not the DMT then it's a coincidence for sure and I need to seek some help because my current mental health is not good.
Cheers all.