Youkai
Ex-Bluelighter
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I saw them, I compltely forgot about them, they, those things, those self morphing beings!
I get back from a night a show, in which I consumed a gel cap containing 80mg MDMA 8 mg 2c-b (great combo, no crash, no brain dead feelings.. just a good emotional time) I desided to see if I could visit DMT land on this combo, and that I did. I packed up alil over 90mg of white DMT freebase crystal and set the bubbler aside and began doing rbeathing exersices and consentrating on clearly my mind, this carried on for a good 5min of just heavy deep breaths and slow exhales.
I was feeling very opened up at thetime from the precieves drug intake and had no apprehention about atking such a huge blast. so I put the pipe to my lips and start ihailing with the flame a few cm over the DMT, it takes me about three BIG tokes to get it all down and I immediately lay down with covers over me and close my eyes, this is where something I forgot/lost awhile ago showe me there light again.
I was first introduced by thisconstinatly forming face which came forward from blackness, then as the face was in my center preception the space around it started to build with vibrant colros of life, I tried to openmy eyes just a tad and these colors of light begain to take simi deffinate shapes and instructed me not to give in to astonishment, keep the eyes close, they make me, my life, my deayj, my fear, my emotions. They make it all and could control my anxiaty (which was none) and that they wanted to relay a message. I suddently got a sense of nastaugia from previous DMT breakthroughs in which I guess I ahev justblocke out, and from befor I was created. These beings have always been here and will be there when I retun to it. They would also intrsuct me when to not open my eyes as I would loose the messages, and assured me as they are teh ones bhind it all, constructing me, all of reality, that they could control it which means they can control the effects per say, and they jut relaied love, that I will never be alone, I always have this invissable mind circus with me. and the music, it was like elf music!!!
this was withouta doubt +4 experience, something I have tried in the past to forget, it was to wild for me to except, but I just never got all the information they could send.
DMT
I get back from a night a show, in which I consumed a gel cap containing 80mg MDMA 8 mg 2c-b (great combo, no crash, no brain dead feelings.. just a good emotional time) I desided to see if I could visit DMT land on this combo, and that I did. I packed up alil over 90mg of white DMT freebase crystal and set the bubbler aside and began doing rbeathing exersices and consentrating on clearly my mind, this carried on for a good 5min of just heavy deep breaths and slow exhales.
I was feeling very opened up at thetime from the precieves drug intake and had no apprehention about atking such a huge blast. so I put the pipe to my lips and start ihailing with the flame a few cm over the DMT, it takes me about three BIG tokes to get it all down and I immediately lay down with covers over me and close my eyes, this is where something I forgot/lost awhile ago showe me there light again.
I was first introduced by thisconstinatly forming face which came forward from blackness, then as the face was in my center preception the space around it started to build with vibrant colros of life, I tried to openmy eyes just a tad and these colors of light begain to take simi deffinate shapes and instructed me not to give in to astonishment, keep the eyes close, they make me, my life, my deayj, my fear, my emotions. They make it all and could control my anxiaty (which was none) and that they wanted to relay a message. I suddently got a sense of nastaugia from previous DMT breakthroughs in which I guess I ahev justblocke out, and from befor I was created. These beings have always been here and will be there when I retun to it. They would also intrsuct me when to not open my eyes as I would loose the messages, and assured me as they are teh ones bhind it all, constructing me, all of reality, that they could control it which means they can control the effects per say, and they jut relaied love, that I will never be alone, I always have this invissable mind circus with me. and the music, it was like elf music!!!
this was withouta doubt +4 experience, something I have tried in the past to forget, it was to wild for me to except, but I just never got all the information they could send.
DMT
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