Quittin The Cult
Greenlighter
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Hey Bluelighters. This is the first time I've ever typed up a report on my first experience with N,N-DMT. I've never been much of a writer, so bare with me. %)
Here's some background info first: I was 18 at the time. I had only tried cannabis (daily user) and salvia prior to the experience. I have a very stable mind, and knew I would be able to handle it even though I hadn't tried any other reality altering chemicals before.
Also, I was aware of all the experiences of people being abducted and meeting entities and such, but I truly didn't believe this would happen to me. The last thing on my mind before going into this experience was alien beings.
This occurred on August 4th, 2008. I had a small ziplock bag of white powdery N,N-dmt, and another bag of amberish crystal N,N-dmt. I decided to try the white powder first. I wasn't and still am not very aware of the differences between the two.. I just know it's different extraction methods.
I loaded (eyeballed) 50mg into my dry piece, with a layer of tobacco ash as the bottom layer, and a small amount of weed as the top layer. Then I got on my bed. I sat there holding the piece near my face for several minutes before feeling prepared to embark on this journey. Took a few deep breaths, and lit the pipe. I inhaled it all in one hit, and held it in for I'd guess
20 seconds.
Right when I exhaled, my body felt insanely lightweight. My arms felt light as feathers. I just laid back, and closed my eyes. Immediately I noticed that my eyes felt as if I were opening them when I was in fact closing them. I found that to be incredibly interesting, I opened and closed my eyes a few times, then just kept them closed the rest of the journey.
I remember seeing insanely beautiful colors and patterns that I couldn't possibly describe. Then I was zooming through what seemed to be a tunnel. And suddenly, I was no longer in my body, I wasn't a person anymore. I was just part of the universe or I was thrown back into creation, or something like that.. I am still unsure of what to make of that part of my experience. But it was beautiful.
The next thing I know, I'm on top of a metal table laying down with an alien standing in front of my laid out feet. He just stared at me for a little while. Then out of thin air, two more aliens looking exactly like the first one appeared, one on each side of the first alien. So now, I have three aliens just staring at me. These aliens looked like what some call the "greys". They all stood about 5-6' I'd guess. At the time, I didn't take this seriously. I just assumed this was just a hallucination my mind was creating.
At once, they all started walking closer to me. They're all as close to the table as possible now, looking down on me. One on my left, one on my right, and one at the end of my feet. They all started touching my face, moving their hands around on my face, but being gentle. They seemed so curious, they were moving their hands very quick across my whole face. I could physically feel them, it felt very funny. I started laughing. Next thing I know, the first one that appeared, lifted a scalpel up slowly in front of my face. And that's all I remember of the abduction, right after seeing the scalpel or whatever, I just remember seeing amazing shapes, patterns, and colors again.
I believe the aliens were very 'real'. Also, there was no fear throughout the entire experience. The aliens definitely didn't give off bad vibes. I wonder what they wanted with me though.
Thanks for reading everyone.
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Here's some background info first: I was 18 at the time. I had only tried cannabis (daily user) and salvia prior to the experience. I have a very stable mind, and knew I would be able to handle it even though I hadn't tried any other reality altering chemicals before.
Also, I was aware of all the experiences of people being abducted and meeting entities and such, but I truly didn't believe this would happen to me. The last thing on my mind before going into this experience was alien beings.
This occurred on August 4th, 2008. I had a small ziplock bag of white powdery N,N-dmt, and another bag of amberish crystal N,N-dmt. I decided to try the white powder first. I wasn't and still am not very aware of the differences between the two.. I just know it's different extraction methods.
I loaded (eyeballed) 50mg into my dry piece, with a layer of tobacco ash as the bottom layer, and a small amount of weed as the top layer. Then I got on my bed. I sat there holding the piece near my face for several minutes before feeling prepared to embark on this journey. Took a few deep breaths, and lit the pipe. I inhaled it all in one hit, and held it in for I'd guess
20 seconds.
Right when I exhaled, my body felt insanely lightweight. My arms felt light as feathers. I just laid back, and closed my eyes. Immediately I noticed that my eyes felt as if I were opening them when I was in fact closing them. I found that to be incredibly interesting, I opened and closed my eyes a few times, then just kept them closed the rest of the journey.
I remember seeing insanely beautiful colors and patterns that I couldn't possibly describe. Then I was zooming through what seemed to be a tunnel. And suddenly, I was no longer in my body, I wasn't a person anymore. I was just part of the universe or I was thrown back into creation, or something like that.. I am still unsure of what to make of that part of my experience. But it was beautiful.
The next thing I know, I'm on top of a metal table laying down with an alien standing in front of my laid out feet. He just stared at me for a little while. Then out of thin air, two more aliens looking exactly like the first one appeared, one on each side of the first alien. So now, I have three aliens just staring at me. These aliens looked like what some call the "greys". They all stood about 5-6' I'd guess. At the time, I didn't take this seriously. I just assumed this was just a hallucination my mind was creating.
At once, they all started walking closer to me. They're all as close to the table as possible now, looking down on me. One on my left, one on my right, and one at the end of my feet. They all started touching my face, moving their hands around on my face, but being gentle. They seemed so curious, they were moving their hands very quick across my whole face. I could physically feel them, it felt very funny. I started laughing. Next thing I know, the first one that appeared, lifted a scalpel up slowly in front of my face. And that's all I remember of the abduction, right after seeing the scalpel or whatever, I just remember seeing amazing shapes, patterns, and colors again.
I believe the aliens were very 'real'. Also, there was no fear throughout the entire experience. The aliens definitely didn't give off bad vibes. I wonder what they wanted with me though.
Thanks for reading everyone.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
roacode_smoked
roacode_inhaled
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It's really no big deal, I'm just being a pedant.
It could have been some type of half asleep dreamlike hallucination, which I do have extremely frequently, but that wouldn't explain the marks I have on my body from the encounter. About 7 of these beings appeared before me near my bed, one stuck me with this large needle-like device in my abdomen. All the while I was literally ecstatic about seeing these beings and actually getting to an experience an abduction. They felt very calming, comforting, and seemed to be trying to communicate with me in some way other than our Earthly verbal communication. What they conveyed to me really makes no sense now but it seemed profound at the time. Then, in the morning I noticed this bump where the device was inserted 
Several days later, this mark was still there and opened into a pinpoint mark which took another few days to a week to heal. So, I don't know maybe this is all in my head but I don't know. After they used this device on me, I think the material they injected into me has had some sort of impact on me I can't describe it exactly but I think they used this device on me for my betterment in some way.
