JustChad
Bluelighter
DMT, 50mg - First but not last time...
OK... First of all, I've got to make this one point clear... I am not insane.
If you meet me, or know any of my close friends, you will know that with the exception of an occasional stress induced anxiety attack, I have no serious emotional problems, or notable forms of psychosis.
I've been interested in the power of the human brain for as long as I can remember, I've studied various mind-centered religions and beliefs, and have spent many hours in deep meditation.
With all that said, I'd like to tell you about my first experience with DMT. I think that anyone actually interested in
'Trip reports' would be interested to read it.
My first experience was in 1999, in a friend's appartment, alone except for him.
We each took 50mg in freebase form. Me first at 8:00pm, and him at 8:30pm. This is my experience:
For the day and a half before my experience, I fasted and meditated. I meditated for 30 minutes every 3 hours, clearing my mind as much as possible each time.
7:50pm : used US Postal Service approved scale to measure two 15mg piles of the pale pinkish powder, and one 20mg pile.
7:52-8:00 : meditated, this time focusing on allowing my mind to open itself to the experience I was about to have.
8:00-8:05: smoked the hit's in order: small large small (15mg, 20mg, 15mg) Only lost the smoke on the first hit (the smoke can't really be explained. It almost hurts it's so harsh)
8:05-8:06: At this point I was sure I was going insane, but did not focus on this thought. My body felt as if it was shaking and peeling away from my consciousness. I could hear childlike laughing, and what sounded like rubber shoes being dragged along a tile floor. These sounds got progressively louder until I was sure they were going to take me over. Just as I felt they were becomming too much for me, they stopped.
8:07-8:20: I found myself in a void. I couldn't feel my body, and felt as if I had died, and gone on to a higher existance. There were other consciousnesses present, though I was unsure if they were human or not, or even if they were those of others, or branches of my own that I'd never had the ability to sense. These consciousnesses helped me look at myself in ways impossible to fully explain. I was able to analyze my basic human condition from my current point of view, as well as the opposing position, and in two ways that I can't even fathom, let alone explain.
I came to understand that there is order to our existance, but not an order that is visible to our severely disabled minds. I could send thoughts to parts of my mind that I was generally unable to access when in a normal state of consciousness.
I began to hear other voices, but couldn't pick out any words that I understood. I started to hear voices I recognised, but couldn't match up with memories of who they belonged to. The voices started telling me that I was OK, and that I was going to be back soon.
With that, I started to see what looked like paint, swirling in front of my eyes. The paint started looking like snakes and vines climbing up the insides of my eyelids...
Finally they all eventually reached the top of my vision, and dissappeared, the next thing I knew, I was done.
It was about twenty after eight, and I felt shaky and enlightened. My arms felt sore, and my legs were weak, but I felt as though I'd experienced something I couldn't ever fully explain, or even want to fully share.
I continued to trip lightly for the next 20 minutes or so, but was sober enough to watch my friend and be sure that he was doing OK as he took his dose.
Anyway, I've spent much of my time trying to learn exactly how these chemicals work, and how synapses, seratonin, and receptor cells function, and can honestly say that if you are brave enough, you will never experience anything as mind altering and enlightening as a DMT trip...
However, if you have any tendancies to act neurotcally, or have suffered even the mildest of psychosises, you should NOT take this drug, as it has the ability to push someone over the edge, if they don't have good control over their mind, or are irrational when facing their fears. (feeling as though your body has died is quite scary, and can cause you to have seizures, or to cause a heart attack...)
So yeah... anyway... that's what I compare other trips to, and is why I say that salvia is a fairly mild experience as far as I'm concerned. No offense to those of you who've had great salvia experiences.
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"Life is a sexually transmitted disease."
"Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines."
"Misquotations are the only quotations that are never misquoted."
AIM: Muahahahahahaaa
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OK... First of all, I've got to make this one point clear... I am not insane.
If you meet me, or know any of my close friends, you will know that with the exception of an occasional stress induced anxiety attack, I have no serious emotional problems, or notable forms of psychosis.
I've been interested in the power of the human brain for as long as I can remember, I've studied various mind-centered religions and beliefs, and have spent many hours in deep meditation.
With all that said, I'd like to tell you about my first experience with DMT. I think that anyone actually interested in
'Trip reports' would be interested to read it.
My first experience was in 1999, in a friend's appartment, alone except for him.
We each took 50mg in freebase form. Me first at 8:00pm, and him at 8:30pm. This is my experience:
For the day and a half before my experience, I fasted and meditated. I meditated for 30 minutes every 3 hours, clearing my mind as much as possible each time.
7:50pm : used US Postal Service approved scale to measure two 15mg piles of the pale pinkish powder, and one 20mg pile.
7:52-8:00 : meditated, this time focusing on allowing my mind to open itself to the experience I was about to have.
8:00-8:05: smoked the hit's in order: small large small (15mg, 20mg, 15mg) Only lost the smoke on the first hit (the smoke can't really be explained. It almost hurts it's so harsh)
8:05-8:06: At this point I was sure I was going insane, but did not focus on this thought. My body felt as if it was shaking and peeling away from my consciousness. I could hear childlike laughing, and what sounded like rubber shoes being dragged along a tile floor. These sounds got progressively louder until I was sure they were going to take me over. Just as I felt they were becomming too much for me, they stopped.
8:07-8:20: I found myself in a void. I couldn't feel my body, and felt as if I had died, and gone on to a higher existance. There were other consciousnesses present, though I was unsure if they were human or not, or even if they were those of others, or branches of my own that I'd never had the ability to sense. These consciousnesses helped me look at myself in ways impossible to fully explain. I was able to analyze my basic human condition from my current point of view, as well as the opposing position, and in two ways that I can't even fathom, let alone explain.
I came to understand that there is order to our existance, but not an order that is visible to our severely disabled minds. I could send thoughts to parts of my mind that I was generally unable to access when in a normal state of consciousness.
I began to hear other voices, but couldn't pick out any words that I understood. I started to hear voices I recognised, but couldn't match up with memories of who they belonged to. The voices started telling me that I was OK, and that I was going to be back soon.
With that, I started to see what looked like paint, swirling in front of my eyes. The paint started looking like snakes and vines climbing up the insides of my eyelids...
Finally they all eventually reached the top of my vision, and dissappeared, the next thing I knew, I was done.
It was about twenty after eight, and I felt shaky and enlightened. My arms felt sore, and my legs were weak, but I felt as though I'd experienced something I couldn't ever fully explain, or even want to fully share.
I continued to trip lightly for the next 20 minutes or so, but was sober enough to watch my friend and be sure that he was doing OK as he took his dose.
Anyway, I've spent much of my time trying to learn exactly how these chemicals work, and how synapses, seratonin, and receptor cells function, and can honestly say that if you are brave enough, you will never experience anything as mind altering and enlightening as a DMT trip...
However, if you have any tendancies to act neurotcally, or have suffered even the mildest of psychosises, you should NOT take this drug, as it has the ability to push someone over the edge, if they don't have good control over their mind, or are irrational when facing their fears. (feeling as though your body has died is quite scary, and can cause you to have seizures, or to cause a heart attack...)
So yeah... anyway... that's what I compare other trips to, and is why I say that salvia is a fairly mild experience as far as I'm concerned. No offense to those of you who've had great salvia experiences.
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"Life is a sexually transmitted disease."
"Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines."
"Misquotations are the only quotations that are never misquoted."
AIM: Muahahahahahaaa
[Re-added paragraph spacing -Splatt]
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