Youkai
Ex-Bluelighter
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Iv been REALY enjoying those flashes you get when you close your eyes right after a DMT blast, so last night I desided to go for quite the high dose from the machine.
I smoked the 140mg in about 3-4 huge pulls, and then layed down to close my eyes. The flash came in about a second and then seemed to be flushed down a spiral tube along with everything in my life, I thought I may have been dead for quite some time and this event was the closer that would make me realise it. Everything went black, no more closed eyed visuals and justa huge ringing in my hearing/body. From the people who were watching me I only layed down for about 2mins and then got up in a real daze having no clue what was going on. I remember looking around at the three people in the room and commenting that "nothing was normal, something isnt right" as Is aid, I thought that some time befor smoking the huge hit I had already died, and that hit was the clencher which made me realise how dead I was. My vision field with my eyes open was beyond belief. It looked like the entire room was covered with trillians of crystals over everything, almost impossible to make anything out as something deffinate, a true psychedelic cob web. I remeber mentaly trying to grab to people who were watching over me as it felt as those even I was sliping away into that spiral in which the flash dessolved in. I told them "I need help!" and they reminded me to just lay down and close my eyes, it would be over in a min, so I did and I found much satifaction in NOT seeing my etire world as a crystaline structure of the matric, I imagine I layed down with my eyes closed for about 3 more mins and came back good as new.
One of the people who were watching me on this huge dose asked, "so was it too much?" in which I reaplied "hell no, I need a 1/4 gram next time!"
but honestly doses that high are so hard to remember, 80-90mg is much better as a high dose (had a few those last night as well, been getting alot of mental work done this weekend). Also, if I didnt have the friends in my room to watch over me, I think I would ahev handled it better, in such chaos, such deeply psychedelic black outs those people/sitters are something to grab on to, something to pulls you away from the experience befor you are ready. So next time I take it real high like tat (which is insane from the machine!) I'll try it alone, in the dark and no auditory stimulation. Anything that "real" meaning material realty just doesnt go well with high doses of DMT.
a cool thing those, Iv been going to this DMT world lately, filled with just cartoon entities who shift shapes and send me messages, also they make movies and watch them with me of some REALY goofy weird stuff, like these tenticaled women who pulled a kitchen out of nothing and started pushing furniture around and cleaning cabnits, every now and then they would open cabnits and show me that the messangers where there, watching it to and that they quite enjoyed watching this spectical with me.
HAPPY TRAILS!!!
Light and love
I smoked the 140mg in about 3-4 huge pulls, and then layed down to close my eyes. The flash came in about a second and then seemed to be flushed down a spiral tube along with everything in my life, I thought I may have been dead for quite some time and this event was the closer that would make me realise it. Everything went black, no more closed eyed visuals and justa huge ringing in my hearing/body. From the people who were watching me I only layed down for about 2mins and then got up in a real daze having no clue what was going on. I remember looking around at the three people in the room and commenting that "nothing was normal, something isnt right" as Is aid, I thought that some time befor smoking the huge hit I had already died, and that hit was the clencher which made me realise how dead I was. My vision field with my eyes open was beyond belief. It looked like the entire room was covered with trillians of crystals over everything, almost impossible to make anything out as something deffinate, a true psychedelic cob web. I remeber mentaly trying to grab to people who were watching over me as it felt as those even I was sliping away into that spiral in which the flash dessolved in. I told them "I need help!" and they reminded me to just lay down and close my eyes, it would be over in a min, so I did and I found much satifaction in NOT seeing my etire world as a crystaline structure of the matric, I imagine I layed down with my eyes closed for about 3 more mins and came back good as new.
One of the people who were watching me on this huge dose asked, "so was it too much?" in which I reaplied "hell no, I need a 1/4 gram next time!"
but honestly doses that high are so hard to remember, 80-90mg is much better as a high dose (had a few those last night as well, been getting alot of mental work done this weekend). Also, if I didnt have the friends in my room to watch over me, I think I would ahev handled it better, in such chaos, such deeply psychedelic black outs those people/sitters are something to grab on to, something to pulls you away from the experience befor you are ready. So next time I take it real high like tat (which is insane from the machine!) I'll try it alone, in the dark and no auditory stimulation. Anything that "real" meaning material realty just doesnt go well with high doses of DMT.
a cool thing those, Iv been going to this DMT world lately, filled with just cartoon entities who shift shapes and send me messages, also they make movies and watch them with me of some REALY goofy weird stuff, like these tenticaled women who pulled a kitchen out of nothing and started pushing furniture around and cleaning cabnits, every now and then they would open cabnits and show me that the messangers where there, watching it to and that they quite enjoyed watching this spectical with me.
HAPPY TRAILS!!!
Light and love
