alright this may seem a little bit vague to some but i'm hoping i can find someone to relate to at least. i spent the last few months on a massive tolerance break from marijuana. in this absence of smoking i spent some serious time experimenting with lsd, dmt and mushrooms. recently, i have started smoking marijuana once again and am finding myself feeling very different. while on psychedelics, i feel incredible, in control and energized, whereas smoking weed sends me into bad moods where i get undesirably introspective, self-loathing and depressed.
what i'm basically wondering is if anybody has any idea what's going on here? marijuana used to be one of my great loves and now it just seems to make me feel sorry for myself. is there any way i can yield more positive results from getting high, obviously nothing close to that of lsd for example, but still something that will make me feel disconnected in a good way.
once again, sorry for the spacey language, i'm currently stoned. how do i enjoy the wonderful sensation of a marijuana high without the unnecessary inspections of my own mistakes and ego?
what i'm basically wondering is if anybody has any idea what's going on here? marijuana used to be one of my great loves and now it just seems to make me feel sorry for myself. is there any way i can yield more positive results from getting high, obviously nothing close to that of lsd for example, but still something that will make me feel disconnected in a good way.
once again, sorry for the spacey language, i'm currently stoned. how do i enjoy the wonderful sensation of a marijuana high without the unnecessary inspections of my own mistakes and ego?
