Warp Renegade
Bluelighter
As far as dissociatives go, I've tried Nitrous Oxide, Dextromethorphan, 4-Meo-PCP, 3-Meo-PCE and Methotexamine (and technically an Opiate/Opioid not a dissociative but shares quite a few traits, Pentazocine). I've not been able to get my hands on Ketamine which is the main one I wanted to try.
Now I'm not too sure if it's something that I should be excited about.
Although I enjoyed the experiences but don't feel like I gain anything from them. There were no insights, no mental/spiritual development or any other points that make me want to try the experiences again.
Doses have been tried from moderate to high on each substance. Nitrous being the most enjoyable but amazingly short lasting making it too expensive to be worth trying on any sort of regular occasion. Even on that I just felt very light headed, giddy and had a very pleasant body buzz. The other substances give varying degreesof pretty much just the same effects.
There have been no visuals or hallucinations as such. I've had the world appear like a wet oil painting that could be moulded, I've been transported to wild and wonderful places when I closed my eyes.
But when the experience is over, it's like I may as well have just been watching a movie. I don't feel like I've expanded my mind or gained anything positive from the experiece like I would with most Tryptamines and some Phenethyamines. At least with stimulants I get shit done. I may not come out the other side spiritually changed but at least I don't have any dirty dishes :D
So is this all Dissociatives have to offer or am I missing out on something? I just don't get why they are such a popular branch of recreational drugs if this is all you get.
Now I'm not too sure if it's something that I should be excited about.
Although I enjoyed the experiences but don't feel like I gain anything from them. There were no insights, no mental/spiritual development or any other points that make me want to try the experiences again.
Doses have been tried from moderate to high on each substance. Nitrous being the most enjoyable but amazingly short lasting making it too expensive to be worth trying on any sort of regular occasion. Even on that I just felt very light headed, giddy and had a very pleasant body buzz. The other substances give varying degreesof pretty much just the same effects.
There have been no visuals or hallucinations as such. I've had the world appear like a wet oil painting that could be moulded, I've been transported to wild and wonderful places when I closed my eyes.
But when the experience is over, it's like I may as well have just been watching a movie. I don't feel like I've expanded my mind or gained anything positive from the experiece like I would with most Tryptamines and some Phenethyamines. At least with stimulants I get shit done. I may not come out the other side spiritually changed but at least I don't have any dirty dishes :D
So is this all Dissociatives have to offer or am I missing out on something? I just don't get why they are such a popular branch of recreational drugs if this is all you get.