disjointed

[crshnbrn200]

So here I stand on the brink
of life as I knew it and I can’t help
but think
what if.

So much I miss so much has been
let go of and I can’t
face another night.

Soul searching, swallowing
bitter pills I
realize.

I had loved,
then grown to love
then lost.

It seemed the blink of an eye.

Now all that is left
are the empty years and I
can’t face this
can’t accept this.

Can’t let go of this.

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

*hugs*

I have lost around 10 years of my life in a similar situation, i know its hard to look back on what you have missed out, but looking back for me, i needed to be where i was - as hard as it was to live it - oh and you will catch up really quickly, and it helps to have some smarts from bumping your head along the way

good to see you post again!

 

[crshnbrn200]

thanks

Hey, good to hear I haven't been forgotten. It's been a strange trip these last few months and appreciate the words of encouragement.

 

[cherub]

welcome back,,, sorry delay in posting.... work schedule killing me.. but so well done... always liked your style and this poem included.

such a wonder sometimes if we live to regret or regret for not living.



great mind inspiring poem