caseface99
Bluelight Crew
If any of you have been to rehab you are familiar with the pounding in that you have a disease of addiction, that its genetic, and that you can never touch drugs or alcohol again even once without going strait back into full blow addiction.
I consider this to be more or less bullshit. Sure, there are some people who could claim to have a disease, that truly never can drink or do drugs ever again without becoming addicted. But the thing that is most retarded is that they taught at my rehab that anyone who has become addicted has the disease of addiction. I find this to be extremely ignorant.
Personally, i usually don't have a big issue with drugs. The 2 times i became dependant were with pot and heroin. With pot, i was young and stupid and prided myself on being the biggest stoner and dealer in my town. (which i was, smoking absurd amounts all day, and bringing vastly large amounts of pot for wholesale in to town.) It was more of a cigarette style addiction, not a dependence, but i know for sure that it happened because i wanted to smoke all the time not because i needed to. With Heroin, it was more or less on purpose as well. I was going through a shitty depression and didn't give a shit about anything, but with Heroin of course everything was better. (at first...) So i started using daily, KNEW i would get addicted, but just didn't care. Then eventually it got to shitty, i told my dad, got some help and quit.
Since then, i have used drugs on and off for a couple more years without becoming addicted to anything, and i didn't have to work hard or work against cravings what so ever to stay non dependent. Both times i over indulged were due to situational states of mind i was in, not because i tried the drug and HAD to do it again. Since then i have used heroin a large handful of times, and never once craved the next day. I have smoked pot on and off at will. I have been totally sober for a little over 2 months without the slightest hint of an urge or a craving to get high.
Yet apparently i have a "disease". Also, i only attended a rehab to make my parents happy, and because my dad made a contract (signed by both of us and a witness) stating that if i complete the program he will pay for 4 years of university and or trade school equivalent, as well as my half of an apartment with my girlfriend and help with living expenses. Personally i found this to be too good of a deal to pass up, i actually feel spoiled but hey, im not turning down free shit....
Mods, if you could make this a poll i'd be most appreciative.
My question is have you become a situational addict, and have otherwise never had a problem; do you have a "disease" and can't control yourself; have you been using drugs for at least one year and never had an issue; or do you not know because you haven't been using drugs for very long?
I consider this to be more or less bullshit. Sure, there are some people who could claim to have a disease, that truly never can drink or do drugs ever again without becoming addicted. But the thing that is most retarded is that they taught at my rehab that anyone who has become addicted has the disease of addiction. I find this to be extremely ignorant.
Personally, i usually don't have a big issue with drugs. The 2 times i became dependant were with pot and heroin. With pot, i was young and stupid and prided myself on being the biggest stoner and dealer in my town. (which i was, smoking absurd amounts all day, and bringing vastly large amounts of pot for wholesale in to town.) It was more of a cigarette style addiction, not a dependence, but i know for sure that it happened because i wanted to smoke all the time not because i needed to. With Heroin, it was more or less on purpose as well. I was going through a shitty depression and didn't give a shit about anything, but with Heroin of course everything was better. (at first...) So i started using daily, KNEW i would get addicted, but just didn't care. Then eventually it got to shitty, i told my dad, got some help and quit.
Since then, i have used drugs on and off for a couple more years without becoming addicted to anything, and i didn't have to work hard or work against cravings what so ever to stay non dependent. Both times i over indulged were due to situational states of mind i was in, not because i tried the drug and HAD to do it again. Since then i have used heroin a large handful of times, and never once craved the next day. I have smoked pot on and off at will. I have been totally sober for a little over 2 months without the slightest hint of an urge or a craving to get high.
Yet apparently i have a "disease". Also, i only attended a rehab to make my parents happy, and because my dad made a contract (signed by both of us and a witness) stating that if i complete the program he will pay for 4 years of university and or trade school equivalent, as well as my half of an apartment with my girlfriend and help with living expenses. Personally i found this to be too good of a deal to pass up, i actually feel spoiled but hey, im not turning down free shit....
Mods, if you could make this a poll i'd be most appreciative.
My question is have you become a situational addict, and have otherwise never had a problem; do you have a "disease" and can't control yourself; have you been using drugs for at least one year and never had an issue; or do you not know because you haven't been using drugs for very long?
