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Disastrous liver values and brain degeneration, did i found the right place for me?

NoLiver

Bluelighter
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Im NoLiver, i plan to massively post ads here to earn money for a new liver. ;)

Long time ago, i got a poly. My Main Drugs are Alcohol, Amphetamines and Antipsychotics. :\ Sometimes i smoke some H on foil but i'm trying to restrict that to minimum.

A month ago, i discovered some plants for me. I like Kratom and Mulungu and now i plan to get some Baldrian and Passiflora to take it everyday as an anxiety and depression therapy, because im reducing my antipsychotic prescription medication, finally.

At the moment i take many (Rc-)benzos but want to stop that because i have to be clean, when im consulting my doctor the next time to get my pills. Im scared that she dont want to support my med-reduction if i take any drugs.

Relapsed with Amphetamine and H in the last days, took many Clonazolam and Bromazepam and Alcohol, of course. The latest time i will wash the rest of the Speed down the toilet will be tomorrow, i hope it works!

I also experienced:
  • MDMA
  • Cocaine
  • Methamphetamine
  • Weed and Dope
  • Psylocybine Shrooms
  • Amanita Muscaria
  • (RC-)Benzodiazepines
  • Diphenidine
  • 3-FPM
  • 1P-LSD
  • Methylphenidate
  • Hydromorphone
  • Tilidine
  • Tramadol
  • Pethidine
  • Pregabaline

I want to live with as less drugs as possible and to take softer stuff only sometimes. But i'm still interested in drugs and pharmacy and know the drugs won't disappear suddenly out of my life, so i registered here.

Hello together! :)
 
Hi and welcome to Bluelight :)
I feel ya on wanting to live as drug free as possible.
Fortunately I don't take the amount of drugs and medications that you do, but I'm trying to reduce my opioid use that has been steadily increasing in the past months (I have a thing for buprenorphine due to its long half-life, availability, super low cost and mood boosting high).
I'm still not addicted and don't want any of that shit. Prevention is surely the best cure.
Good luck, we are gonna make it!
 
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