Gaz_hmmmm
Bluelighter
I think this is the first time I've done one of these in this style. I'm going back for more in a few min's (It's 23:00 now.) Going to do 30mg Intranasal, I'll do all the T+ crap if I'm able. Just don't know whether to watch Family Guy and American Dad or list to music. Anyway here's my first pop at Diphenidine.
T+0:00 (17:37) 17mg intra-nasal
T+0:10 (17:47) Another 15mg intra nasal after sneezing. Tried to hold'em in but couldn't in the end & 1mg Etizolam.
Whilst walking to get my meth' I felt stimulated and euphoric. I was listening to music at the time.
T+0:48 (18:25) Methadone maintenance dose 40mg
T+1:33 (19:10) 15mg Intranasal
T+2:03 (19:42) For all I feel good and euphoric after talking to a so-called friend I weirdly feel depressed/suicidal (Have had these issues for a few months) but also euphoric.
Anyway ignore the suicidal shit, it's not the Diphenidine it's my current situation and other med's I'm on that cause bad mood swings. I really liked MXE cause of the antidepressant effect, but it took me a few months to really enjoy MXE. Back then the only dissasociative I had tried was N2O and I wasn't depressed plus I was only using 30mg intranasal and even then it was to boost opioids, when I tried 50mg I realised what I'd been missing.
Anyway I feel alright now, I think it's worn off, so I'm gonna have another pop. Hopefully I won't meet LD1.
Anyone have WhatsApp and wanna chat I'm up for it, I'm in the UK BTW so PM me.
T+0:00 (17:37) 17mg intra-nasal
T+0:10 (17:47) Another 15mg intra nasal after sneezing. Tried to hold'em in but couldn't in the end & 1mg Etizolam.
Whilst walking to get my meth' I felt stimulated and euphoric. I was listening to music at the time.
T+0:48 (18:25) Methadone maintenance dose 40mg
T+1:33 (19:10) 15mg Intranasal
T+2:03 (19:42) For all I feel good and euphoric after talking to a so-called friend I weirdly feel depressed/suicidal (Have had these issues for a few months) but also euphoric.
Anyway ignore the suicidal shit, it's not the Diphenidine it's my current situation and other med's I'm on that cause bad mood swings. I really liked MXE cause of the antidepressant effect, but it took me a few months to really enjoy MXE. Back then the only dissasociative I had tried was N2O and I wasn't depressed plus I was only using 30mg intranasal and even then it was to boost opioids, when I tried 50mg I realised what I'd been missing.
Anyway I feel alright now, I think it's worn off, so I'm gonna have another pop. Hopefully I won't meet LD1.
Anyone have WhatsApp and wanna chat I'm up for it, I'm in the UK BTW so PM me.
