I quit a 5 year long heroin/meth addiction (IV) about 5 weeks ago. I moved from LA to Atlanta, hoping not having access to said drugs would aid in quitting. After a horrid 5 weeks, sleeping is still very hard for me. After all the drugs I've plowed through my body, a few benadryl (375mg) seemed fine. That was two hours ago and I'm obviously not asleep. I did however notice an odd feeling arising, a state on confusion I could only relate to previous psychedelic trips. I knew at very high doses, benadryl can cause hallucinations, but I had previously figured I wasn't anywhere near those doses. Desperate for sleep or some state of altered consciousness, I popped another 500mg about 20 minutes ago. It's 11:40am EST currently, I'll update as I go.
9:30am - 375mg
Feeling as anyone in my situation would feel. Anxious, depressed, fatigued, nauseous (not abnormally), restless, irritable. How I would normally feel although I feel an odd state of confusion coming on.
11:25 - 500mg
Same as above, but the confusion is stronger. I find myself getting stuck staring at inanimate objects. Nothing to abnormal, although typing seems to be getting more difficult. Reminds me of the beginning of a DXM trip, but no euphoria.
112:10p
Feeling slightly more anxious, probably due to anticipation. Lights seem to be glowing, visually similar to coming up on MDMA. I'm also noticing stronger difficulty with though. Slight euphoria, countered by the afformentioned anxiety mixed with stronger confusion is definitely interesting. I'm also not nearly as sleepy as I'd thought I'd be.
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9:30am - 375mg
Feeling as anyone in my situation would feel. Anxious, depressed, fatigued, nauseous (not abnormally), restless, irritable. How I would normally feel although I feel an odd state of confusion coming on.
11:25 - 500mg
Same as above, but the confusion is stronger. I find myself getting stuck staring at inanimate objects. Nothing to abnormal, although typing seems to be getting more difficult. Reminds me of the beginning of a DXM trip, but no euphoria.
112:10p
Feeling slightly more anxious, probably due to anticipation. Lights seem to be glowing, visually similar to coming up on MDMA. I'm also noticing stronger difficulty with though. Slight euphoria, countered by the afformentioned anxiety mixed with stronger confusion is definitely interesting. I'm also not nearly as sleepy as I'd thought I'd be.
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substancecode_deliriants
explevel_experienced
exptype_negative
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