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Bluelight Crew
1 dose of sominex (50mg diph.) dosnt do it for me
yesterday i slept in late and the night before i went to bed late, so i wanted to get back into a good sleeping habit for this schoolweek, so i took 3 doses around 10 plannig to wake up at 8 after pressing snooze 5 times
of course, i fell asleep quickly
the next morning when i woke up and closed my eyes, i saw some images (still while in bed), including two race cars, and a black and white image of a bloody woman, dead, with her eyes open, turned towards and facing me... this caused my hair to stand and intense feelings of fear for a few seconds until i convinced myself fully it shouldnt scare me
so i got out of bed at 8, still feeling the drug, feeling dissociated and tired, i took a shower then went straight back to bed since i was so tired
usually when i sleep in i get a lot of intense dreams. but these dreams were different, as if i was awake during them. before i fell back asleep, i noticed images surface whenever i would let go of my consiousness and "slip" into an almost dream state, then when i raelized what was happening i would snap back out and be able to ponder what i saw.
(my theory about diphen. hallucinations is that the drug makes parts of your brain act as if they are asleep, and so you can recieve dreamlike images and actions (which would normally be pieces of dreams) if you temporarily slip into unconciousness which is easy on diphen)
where during my last diphen. trip i saw dark, sort of faint, images, this time i was seeing brightly colored images (probably because i was half asleep). i saw my vision field being a computer screen, and i read text which included punctuations "(fag eios loope).. sayegth napto rimen. Swiaf e" etc, it was gibberish (which took me a second to realize) and seemed like they were linked with my verbal thoughts but i could stop and start reading, and as i was reading they seemed to make sense (reading happened on my last diphen. trip but it was on CD cases and pages and websites, not a computer screen)
i fell asleep and had two dreams which were both very long and i felt as if i was fully awake during them. one included a very odd version of my house, where we had a ramp down to our backyard from 3 stories up (this happened in another dream where i was tripping but only on substances within hte dream) and our dog Tico was able to duplicate himself randomly for some odd reason. there was a lot more to the dream (including the giant evil spider who got pwned by me and someone else) but its hard to piece together and put into words
during the next dream, its hard to remember solidly and put into words but ill just say it was really fun
its 12:30, i woke up around 12, and i still feel the drug a bit. as with my last diphen experience, everythign is more colorful now (similar to how psychedelics change my visual world) and this lasts for at least months until it goes away (with both diphen and psychedelics)
so theres my unintentional but fun delirium
yesterday i slept in late and the night before i went to bed late, so i wanted to get back into a good sleeping habit for this schoolweek, so i took 3 doses around 10 plannig to wake up at 8 after pressing snooze 5 times
of course, i fell asleep quickly
the next morning when i woke up and closed my eyes, i saw some images (still while in bed), including two race cars, and a black and white image of a bloody woman, dead, with her eyes open, turned towards and facing me... this caused my hair to stand and intense feelings of fear for a few seconds until i convinced myself fully it shouldnt scare me
so i got out of bed at 8, still feeling the drug, feeling dissociated and tired, i took a shower then went straight back to bed since i was so tired
usually when i sleep in i get a lot of intense dreams. but these dreams were different, as if i was awake during them. before i fell back asleep, i noticed images surface whenever i would let go of my consiousness and "slip" into an almost dream state, then when i raelized what was happening i would snap back out and be able to ponder what i saw.
(my theory about diphen. hallucinations is that the drug makes parts of your brain act as if they are asleep, and so you can recieve dreamlike images and actions (which would normally be pieces of dreams) if you temporarily slip into unconciousness which is easy on diphen)
where during my last diphen. trip i saw dark, sort of faint, images, this time i was seeing brightly colored images (probably because i was half asleep). i saw my vision field being a computer screen, and i read text which included punctuations "(fag eios loope).. sayegth napto rimen. Swiaf e" etc, it was gibberish (which took me a second to realize) and seemed like they were linked with my verbal thoughts but i could stop and start reading, and as i was reading they seemed to make sense (reading happened on my last diphen. trip but it was on CD cases and pages and websites, not a computer screen)
i fell asleep and had two dreams which were both very long and i felt as if i was fully awake during them. one included a very odd version of my house, where we had a ramp down to our backyard from 3 stories up (this happened in another dream where i was tripping but only on substances within hte dream) and our dog Tico was able to duplicate himself randomly for some odd reason. there was a lot more to the dream (including the giant evil spider who got pwned by me and someone else) but its hard to piece together and put into words
during the next dream, its hard to remember solidly and put into words but ill just say it was really fun
its 12:30, i woke up around 12, and i still feel the drug a bit. as with my last diphen experience, everythign is more colorful now (similar to how psychedelics change my visual world) and this lasts for at least months until it goes away (with both diphen and psychedelics)
so theres my unintentional but fun delirium
