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Dosage: 600mg Diphenhydramine (12 x 50mg generic pink caps)
Age: 27
Weight: 250lb
Time of ingestion: 10:30 pm
Related experience: Numerous diphenhydramine doses, ranging from 200mg to 1000mg(Suspected Overdose,) various psychedelics, deliriants, opiates, stimulants
Intention: Meditation, inebriated viewing of recent music/video project, thought experimentation
Preparation: Cleaned bedroom, plugged in laptop, place bed in upright position (disabled, have hospital-type bed,) two water bottles on bed, urinal at bedside, open and pause music/video project at beginning, plug in hifi headphones, prepare cigarette for later
Timeline:
+00:00 - Consume dose.
+00:10 - Sit in bed, watching various youtube videos.
+00:22 - Cigarette. Early signs kicking in.
+00:36 - Brush teeth. Get set up in bed. Plug in headphones. Copy music/video project to hardrive to avoid damaging usb. Lightheaded, uncoordinated, auditory amplification, warping in peripheral vision, forgetful.
+00:43 - Begin watching Terence McKenna "Seeking the Stone."
+00:47 - Turned out lights.
+01:07 - Relieved bladder. I just accidentally divided by zero on laptop calculator while looking around. Blurred vision, tremors, itchy, thoughts losing cohesion, mild cev's Difficult to type and spell properly. Difficult to read.
+01:18 - Unfocused eyes causing movement and hallucination.
+01:35 - Turn off McKenna. Turn on light. Cigarette. Hard to walk/stand.
+01:41 - Laid down. Tremors, minor cns impairment, constantly swallowing, time dilation, sliding oev, minor cev, dry mouth, alternating waves of euphoria and nausea, minor auditory hallucination, sweaty, hot, forgetful of task at hand
+01:58 - Sit up in bed. Nausea wearing down a bit.
+02:04 - Begin music/video playback. Inhale oil blend (sweet basil, nutmeg, and peppermint,) from a small bowl.
+02:15 - The music is dark, but sounds great, fits this drug well. Video, is well balanced between light and dark, a little busy. Waves of nausea are becoming less frequent and passing quicker
+02:31 - Light off, pause video to type this, head seems to be a little clearer, oev markedly decreased, still seeing black spots, moths, false shadows
+? - It is at this point that my reporting ends. I remember laying in bed with the light off, watching my video for a while longer. Eventually, the music became too much for my inebriated state. I drank some water and tried to lay down to sleep. I had trouble falling asleep. I would estimate that I was unable to fall asleep until 3:30am. I kept having short hallucinatory visions. When I finally did sleep, it was deep and black. When I awoke in the morning, my pupils were still dilated and I was dehydrated.
One observation (written at +1:20) I made during my extended stay in delirium was this:
What is past, but a collection of moments impressed upon the ethereal membrane of the collective consciousness?
What is present, but the single inhale of a ragged breath?
What is future, but the unforeseeable consequences of unforeseeable events?
Age: 27
Weight: 250lb
Time of ingestion: 10:30 pm
Related experience: Numerous diphenhydramine doses, ranging from 200mg to 1000mg(Suspected Overdose,) various psychedelics, deliriants, opiates, stimulants
Intention: Meditation, inebriated viewing of recent music/video project, thought experimentation
Preparation: Cleaned bedroom, plugged in laptop, place bed in upright position (disabled, have hospital-type bed,) two water bottles on bed, urinal at bedside, open and pause music/video project at beginning, plug in hifi headphones, prepare cigarette for later
Timeline:
+00:00 - Consume dose.
+00:10 - Sit in bed, watching various youtube videos.
+00:22 - Cigarette. Early signs kicking in.
+00:36 - Brush teeth. Get set up in bed. Plug in headphones. Copy music/video project to hardrive to avoid damaging usb. Lightheaded, uncoordinated, auditory amplification, warping in peripheral vision, forgetful.
+00:43 - Begin watching Terence McKenna "Seeking the Stone."
+00:47 - Turned out lights.
+01:07 - Relieved bladder. I just accidentally divided by zero on laptop calculator while looking around. Blurred vision, tremors, itchy, thoughts losing cohesion, mild cev's Difficult to type and spell properly. Difficult to read.
+01:18 - Unfocused eyes causing movement and hallucination.
+01:35 - Turn off McKenna. Turn on light. Cigarette. Hard to walk/stand.
+01:41 - Laid down. Tremors, minor cns impairment, constantly swallowing, time dilation, sliding oev, minor cev, dry mouth, alternating waves of euphoria and nausea, minor auditory hallucination, sweaty, hot, forgetful of task at hand
+01:58 - Sit up in bed. Nausea wearing down a bit.
+02:04 - Begin music/video playback. Inhale oil blend (sweet basil, nutmeg, and peppermint,) from a small bowl.
+02:15 - The music is dark, but sounds great, fits this drug well. Video, is well balanced between light and dark, a little busy. Waves of nausea are becoming less frequent and passing quicker
+02:31 - Light off, pause video to type this, head seems to be a little clearer, oev markedly decreased, still seeing black spots, moths, false shadows
+? - It is at this point that my reporting ends. I remember laying in bed with the light off, watching my video for a while longer. Eventually, the music became too much for my inebriated state. I drank some water and tried to lay down to sleep. I had trouble falling asleep. I would estimate that I was unable to fall asleep until 3:30am. I kept having short hallucinatory visions. When I finally did sleep, it was deep and black. When I awoke in the morning, my pupils were still dilated and I was dehydrated.
One observation (written at +1:20) I made during my extended stay in delirium was this:
What is past, but a collection of moments impressed upon the ethereal membrane of the collective consciousness?
What is present, but the single inhale of a ragged breath?
What is future, but the unforeseeable consequences of unforeseeable events?