nolagirl
Bluelighter
Hey all, it's been a long time since I posted, it's good to be back. I am in somewhat of a quandry. I have been in severe pain since September, and have had numerous surguries and see a new specialist every 3 weeks or so, but my family doctor always writes my scripts and yells at me for not treating my pain. I started off with the 4mg dilaudids, and have now advanced to taking 2 8mg every 4 hours for pain and it's not cutting it. I want a diffrent pain medication, that will actually get rid of the constant pain as well as have some fun effects on my being, but do not know what to ask for that would be stronger than all the freaking dilaudid I have to take. Since I know my doctor will wite whatever I want (as I have a valid reason, and he wants me to treat the pain). So what should I ask him for and what dosage and strength? He writes me 120 8 mg dilaudids per week, they'er just not working for me anymore? Is my tolerance just too high? Oh, and I haven't been taking them since September, I have been taking them for 2 weeks and not taking them for 3 hell filled painful weeks since February, as I have a fear of addiction, but I just can't take the pain anymore, and am tired of being poked at by one specialist after the other.