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Different high?

tripmydub

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So when me and my friends would be rolling. They would be really dancy and talkative. While I don't want to dance at all, I'd want to sit or even better, lie on a comfy sofa. I would be talking like i normaly do. I mean I would be tripping, my vision would be blurred and I would be feeling great. And music would be much better and I'd be all lovey dovey. But not energetic. Am I the only one? Or
Is it the pills or me? And every time I roll I'm like that.
Also when I take some speed I do get energetic
The only medication I'm on us birth control.
I'm 5ft5 and weight 124 lbs
 
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When I'm sober I jump around like the maddest cunt you've ever seen. Give me 130mg of clean dutch MDMA and I'm all mongy and chilled. 20mg-40mg of caffeine helps though so I'd say try a bit of caffeine next time.

At the end of the day all that matters is you enjoy yourself and enjoy the music.
 
Yeah real MDMA is actually pretty sedating and has actually couch-locked me before. But its also a mindset thing in my opinion - if I can force myself to get moving and buzzing then its more stimulating, but if I let it take me I just wanna chill out. Pretty dose-dependant as well, lower doses are far less sedating so I try to stay near 100mg, anything 130mg+ gets quite sedating for me. In a home environment getting floored is nice, but in a rave its not that fun feeling lazy and chilled out.
 
I like being like that but if you want it more speedy take less
 
Ok I was just abit curious as for why. Because I can sleep easily most of the time. If I can't it's because my mind is racing. So my best bet would be taking than usual. I heard taking a smaller dose can be dangerous?
 
I heard taking a smaller dose can be dangerous?

I don't follow the logic or science behind that, but hey, I'm no scientist!

Personally I think a lower dose would do less harm to the the body, that just makes the most sense to me.

Where abouts did you here that?
 
Same here, love to just sit down, chill, and let the music flow through me. Everyone else gets all wild though, makes me feel left out sometimes :\
 
If I'm not mistaking somewhere on this site. Yeah same. I thought the less used the less beating to the body.
 
I feel left out too and my friends keep asking me if I'm ok, that's what made me realise that I'm having a different high.
 
OP what you described is exactly how i feel on md...each to their own bro, i agree with it being a mindset thing up to a certain dose level then its just dementia/parkinsons - jaw rattles & eye wobbles

md puts me into a dream like state where conscience trips into a dream like state where i sit & gurn...in a way its a bit scary cause it seems quite similar to the effects/symptoms of dementia/parkinsons...lost & confused but you feel good...then all of a suddne reality snaps back & your out of the club & on the street or in another room from where you last remebered...maybe thats just me oding...good times / limited times
 
I think it depends on the setting that you're in. When rolling at a public event, I get hyped up and want to just go, go, go and meet people and dance and whatnot. I don't like staying in one place though, so I'll walk around for a little bit as well. When I'm inside in a quiet area with just a few people, I like to relax and chill out. I tend to feed off of the energy of people and things around me.
 
When rolling at a public event

I read that as "When rolling in a public area"...

One of my best rolls was at English Bay (The beach located right in the heart of downtown Vancouver) at like 1 in the afternoon with two close friends, it was so much fun being high on MDMA without anyone knowing.

Back to the topic...

For me it depends on a few factors. First being the style of music playing, I find myself more relaxed and just wanting to enjoy the music/lights when listening to trance and house opposed to dubstep and electro house where I find myself more in the crowd fist bumping and jumping around.

The second factor is the overall atmosphere of the show/event, if everyone is going insane in the crowd chanting along to the lyrics (if there are any) or singing along to the melody I find myself joining them but if it's a more mellow crowd I am usually quite mellow/relaxed hanging in the back of the crowd/venue.

The third main factor is who I am with. I don't like ditching my friends so I can go wild in the front row, so if my friends want to hang in the back and just chill I obviously stay with them.

So really the way my high rolls out (pun intended) just depends on what style of music is playing, the overall atmosphere of the event, and who I am with.
 
Literally always will I be all chill haha. If I want to be going crazy with my friends I'd have to turn to mister speed now. Aw I always adjust on everything but pills. Haha
 
To anyone who can provide valid input:

Im having some trouble understanding what I want out of MDMA. Ive been Ive only taken crystals in capsules (2x ~150mg - usually together) and they were always at huge music festivals (progress house, trance, etc) nothing like DnB or Acid. I love how I get all happy and how I forget all my worries. I love to dance and feel like dancing (I dont rage), that's always been the case. I dont get all lazy and just want to sit down. I've always tested the product with the EZ-Tests I buy online. They've always tested to be deep dark purple, so theres no question about my substance. Ive read somewhere, when dosing on your 2nd day youre pretty much depleted of serotonin and the affects of MDMA become more "speedy".

My question is, can anyone explain to me if what Im looking for are the affects of MDMA or Speed?

PS: Ive done MDA (150mg - real clean) once and at its peak I had to sit down and the sensation was a different experience from MDMA. Touch was enhanced and I had trouble talking lol. Why dont I feel this way on MDMA? Saw the funniest thing that day. This one guy was walking by and with two hands pulled on the grass he was standing on and ripped a good chunk of it out lol.

One more thing. In the future for those 3-day music festivals. What sort of precautions should I take to improve my rolls?

Thank you BL community!

PLUR
 
^ Thanks Clocktower.

I've come in contact with several BLs and they've all said the same thing. Appreciate you help bro
 
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