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Benzos Did something quite dumb and careless...

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prob should have contact a poison control, asked the question in third party, like... "im doing a project for health class in school, and i was wondering what the OD level of certain substances were and if any, what are the side effect that one should know about prior consumption. Ask if there is any serious long term effects, while you have an information source, use it. Actually learn about chemicals, compounds, medicines/drugs, legal, illegal. Become informed! if you dont experience any immediate side effects that require medical attention, be logical, use your head, immediately latch on to the WORLD WIDE WEB, the endless, literally,space of knowledge, and idea, and do some research, find out how toxic this an OD could be, any OD really, know, really learn what the side effects are of each individual substance. try to think and act logically, if you can question it and NOT have an honest, truthful, un-bais answer, explanation or justified reasoning for something take an extra second, but if you can truly say your okay with something, 100%, answer all the questions 100% how they are, without judgement or opinion, all reasoning and fact, not a micro-cellular level of a doubt, then you will never truly go wrong with yourself, unless you permit, allow, willingly/ uncontrollably allow someone/ something try to mess things up, 99% of the time, and unfortunately, it'll be deliberately (dont lie to yourself, those closest to you can hurt you the most, use you for everything you have, and they barely had to try, because you trusted and/or accepted that person in your life, not your mistake! those left behind now will be left behind for the rest of their lives. Rarely does an egotistical opportunist make it very far in life, have a positive aura about things, youll attract better, smarter, more real people!)
Find and surround yourself with smarter, more positive people, if your in the same mind-frame, you'll naturally be drawn together, you'll experience and learn so much more about everything, what life truly is and has to offer) i did it about 6 months ago, deleted friends on fb that didnt matter, or where holding me back, or say no or cant, met a smarter, more positive, dedicated, talented group of guys, and 6 months later, im moving to Florida from Pittsburgh, just up and leaving over night, i've met the love of my life, and i have joined a production company that is taking off, producing all different films, flicks, commercials, music videos, these guys helped create the visual effects and motion graphics for Transformers 3, and amazing experience. it does really make a difference, i have crazy stories of how i got here, and in the end, you gotta do things for yourself that make you happy, put you on a road to success, whatever it is your calling may be, and associate with smarter people, studies actually proved that the people your around influence you on a subconscious level, effecting intelligence, behavior, opinions, and beliefs, and often trying to mimic other's life style, usually driven my jealously, greed and a foul and dirty sense of egotistically, or one being completely engulfed, consumed, and influenced by ones obsession with themselves in their entirety, which only brings out the worst in people, and in situations.
 
sorry for the long comment, but i truly do not say anything that i dont believe should be heard, whether one agrees or not. Just take a second to think about things from another perspective or opinion, it will broaden your mind, understanding, accepting and as a person, make you stronger. NEVER be afraid to ask, especially dont feel dumb or stupid, everyone starts somewhere, better to ask, learn, and know for certain, than guess, and mess up, may be big time... logic.... can really change how you experience life, maybe stop just existing as a group of cells, and start really living, as a unique, intelligent, beautiful formation of cells, ya know. look up when ya know, like looking up when you walk, see the light, let others see you, (wear sunglasses, aka hater-blockers to show others that if they are hating, they can continue to hate, but you wont let it affect you, your stonger than that, a better mind, soul, over all being than that!
 
This makes me feel sick. This could have been me. I've looked all over for reliable information about how much Klonopin is potentiated by other substances (e.g. alcohol, Ambien, temazepam, etc.) and haven't found any. Is there practical information ANYWHERE that can tell me "If you have X mg of Klonopin onboard, even one drink can push you into overdose territory"? How things change the dose response curve? Or some basic rules of thumb for what you can and can't get away with? Like, if you have 4 mg of Klonopin, are you endangering yourself by adding 10 mg of Ambien? Even anecodotal evidence would be much appreciated, and potentially life saving. It will come too late for Anterrabae, but it might save someone else.
 
It's a cryin' shame someone wasn't able to help this poor troubled girl. Maybe Bluelight should ask for home addresses and make them totally confidential to the administrators. I realize it's a touchy subject but if the administrators had it, they could have had an ambulance dispatched to her house and possibly saved her light. Yes, I do realize the legal ramifications potentially and maybe I'm living on another planet but it may have saved her life in this case and from what I've read here, maybe others as well. Just my two cents!

Another fallin' angel, May you soar above the clouds! RIP
 
This makes me feel sick. This could have been me. I've looked all over for reliable information about how much Klonopin is potentiated by other substances (e.g. alcohol, Ambien, temazepam, etc.) and haven't found any. Is there practical information ANYWHERE that can tell me "If you have X mg of Klonopin onboard, even one drink can push you into overdose territory"? How things change the dose response curve? Or some basic rules of thumb for what you can and can't get away with? Like, if you have 4 mg of Klonopin, are you endangering yourself by adding 10 mg of Ambien? Even anecodotal evidence would be much appreciated, and potentially life saving. It will come too late for Anterrabae, but it might save someone else.

It's different for everyone, based on tolerance. That's why this forum and the BDD forum exist, so that you can get personalized advice. The only rule of thumb that exists is "when you don't know, start low and work your way up slow"
 
God, this is just horrible, I know it was a while ago but RIP, dear heart.
I just wish she would have called for help rather then posted.
I was having those suicidal thoughts too, but was talked down by someone here.
You know who you are, mate, and I'm happy I took yours and others advice.
Just sooo sad.

God, my eyes are leaking.
Dave
 
Wow can't believe she finally did it. I talked to her for a while now on AIM though and have hung out with her in person. We had a fallen out a few months ago and I haven't talked to her since. I feel pretty bad now. R.I.P
 
It scares me like nothing else, to see a thread like this. I can never get used to death.... It doesn't even matter that I don't know them, it hurts. I wish I had more power to help.
 
I'm sorry to bring bad news... but it has come to my attention that anterrabae died of an accidental overdose on the day this thread was created. There's nothing I hate worse than to see a person harm or kill themselves because they lack the knowledge to use a substance safely. I am very sad that she passed this way because as you can see by her original post, she knew she had made a terrible mistake. No one can know why a person would act against the knowledge they have. She said she was depressed and impulsive. She paid the ultimate price.

Just curious, how did u come to find out she passed? Rip
 
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