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Benzos Did something quite dumb and careless...

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More and more people go down, their minds and bodies broken by the oppression that comes from the misanthropic control system.

It makes me very very sad to read this. Why do people have to die this way... the control system throws EVERYTHING at us. All kinds of toxins, radiation, manipulation... some people fall for it easier than others. Read the first post... "I'm impulsive/depressive", "my stupid ass doesn't deserve..."... the parasites got her. The system may have broken her mind, but not her soul.

Why didn't she call the ambulance? We all know why. Out of fear. She feared going to jail, being called a junkie, being treated like a junkie, and so on... I hope that her last hours and minutes were were peaceful. I hope she just fell asleep and never woke up again. It's very tragic to watch this "live" on the forum.

Sorry guys, I am totally in disharmony right now. I feel very unpleasant at the moment. Reading this thread has made me feel very very sick.

My words to the OP that I didn't know (just my personal perspective): Maybe you'll re-incarnate, maybe not. If not, you'll return to Source, and there you'll be in an eternal state of infinite consciousness, of infinite everything. Don't rest in peace, cause you won't rest. You live on, forever.
 
This is tragic, as soon as I read that she took 120mg of a benzo with 100mg oxycodone I knew this could be a fatal dose. RIP.

If you think you might need to go to the ER, you probably should. It'd be better to go to the ER and not need to than to need to go the the ER and not to, costing you everything.
 
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Thanks for reopening the thread Papasomni.

Rest in peace Anterrabae. For 59 days I hoped for the best but feared the worst. At least we know now. Her life and death shall get the recognition it deserves on bluelight.

Rest in Peace...
<3
 
I just wanted to say something:

Benzos don't kill, even in ridiculously high doses. In a german drugs-forum, there was a guy who took 1000mg (1 gram) of phenazepam and he survived. But he wrote total shit for days... I think he wrote like a child for a week or so, until the effects of the phenazepam wore off.

It surprises me that she died of 100mg oxycodone. The oxy shouldn't have killed her. The benzo's neither... but the combination... maybe there was additional "medication" like antidepressants, neuroleptics, or other drugs like alcohol or whatever.

Sry for the interruption, I just wondered why she died while having an opioid tolerance that was sufficiently high to compensate the 100mg oxy. But yes... it must've been the benzo-opi combination.
 
I read right when posted but closed prayed 4 best... omg I'm sad irl over this... rip but how 120 mg kpinsz? Ain't Max 2 mg pills that's 60 kinda hard believe that many accidentally don't want sound mean r I p
 
I think she was probably trying to hurt herself but didn't think it through, I don't think anyone would think they needed to take 60 Klonopins to get high.
 
... Godspeed, anterrabae.

Wow... This is very sad, and just a bit unsettling personally. I can't help but recall the night I OD'd on fentanyl when nobody else was home a couple months ago, in this very spot... Was startled awake about three hours later to my phone ringing with my neck hanging off the back of my chair at a highly painful angle, in a very delirious state... My ridiculous opiate tolerance at the time was probably what saved me, but I shouldn't have trusted it to begin with...

Rest in peace, girl... I hope your passing was at least a gentle one... :(
 
Oh my God, I've never seen this happen before.

I wish somebody could have helped this person by telling them to call 911 immediately and tell them exactly what they took so the paramedics can treat them if they were unresponsive on arrival.

If they were lucid enough to make the post they could have surely phoned for help.

This literally screwed up my night and I am not mad about it just feel terrible for the OP and their family. Won't be able to get it off my mind.

I hope that they can rest in peace and that their family will be able to deal with this untimely death in a healthy way.
 
Wow. So incredibly sad...and to see it played out on a thread I just clicked on randomly, just makes me realize the pain so many are suffering through at any given moment. The poster said they didn't deserve help, but my heart screams out in regret that help wasn't given or asked for.

Shows how the combination of benzos and opiates is a whole new animal in regards to overdosing. Neither of those doses taken separately would kill an adult (esp a benzo tolerant one). While the LD50 is murky for benzos, it is INCREDIBLY high. Something like 195mg/kg of intravenous alprazolam (human) and diazepam 1240mg/kg (in rats).

Obviously the wrong drug combo can and will kill you. Sends shivers down my spine.
 
Extremely sad. It is a reminder of the real danger of using and combining substances above prescribed amounts, and also that a trip to ER should not be hesitated about if one feels they are in danger.

This news makes me feel a bit ashamed of some of the risks I've taken with my own health and safety recently with combinations. Anyone can make a mistake even when they have knowledge of their substances and know their own limits fairly well.

It's just very sad for everyone concerned.
 
Fuck i remember when this thread was made, thinking why isn't the op responding and why the hell did they close it. Now i know : ( Sad stuff
 
Oh my God, this is just incredibly sad :(

What makes it worse is that she knew that she had made a mistake.. I just wish that we knew why she didn't obtain help :( What an awful waste of a precious life...

I'm so so sorry that this has happened Anterrabae, I hope you have found peace, and may you rest rightly so, forever.. <3
 
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