Hello,
Have followed bluelight since 2006! What a great community. Had a profile back then but forgot my username and password so I created a new one. Need some help. This past Christmas I consumed this exact pill http://www.ecstasydata.org/view.php?id=5044 .
I am a very experienced user. But this was not an MDMA high. It felt more like Piperazine (which I have unfortunately consumed in the past). I did a home test using Marquis and it went to black/purple. Pill was said to have 120 mg of MDMA.
The high consisted of a weird come-up about 15 min in where I felt agitated. Nothing like an MDMA come up. Then went away for about 30 min. Then it hit, and I felt mellow and relaxed and somewhat tired (consuming only 3/4 of a pill). Thinking I got a weaker pill than advertised, I decided to take a half of another pill (consumed 1 1/4 of a pill) and 30 min later I started feeling like I was about to roll without really rolling. Music felt and sounded good, and I felt the need to dance, but it all seemed so artificial, unlike MDMA where you want to move and dance! Then the nightmare began 2 hours later. I felt a rush of energy I could not shake, reminiscent of speed. I had to walk, so I walked about a quarter mile around my neighborhood. My mind was racing with thoughts. I could not focus on anything. After that, my body temp kept fluctuating, and I began to experience mild hallucinations. Then the extreme anxiety kicked in, and I was very close to calling an ambulance. Finally, 6 hours after I consumed I was able to get some sleep. Slept for about 5 hours, woke up, and that is when the real nightmare began. The worst comedown I have ever experienced started. I roll about once every 4-6 weeks, and no more than 200 mg at a time. Been doing this for almost 6 years. Always test before I consume, and always consume at home in a safe and well ventilated environment with plenty of liquids. I have thrown out pills that did not test positive. I have done 6 pills in one night years ago (bad idea) but never experienced anything like this comedown.
Since the EcstasyData and my home test both tested positive for MDMA, my question to the community is this: Have you ever done MDMA (tested) only to experience a trip not reminiscent of an MDMA high? Again, EcstasyData and my Marquis test both confirm MDMA. I ask this because I experienced a horrible comedown (4 days of DP/DR, Anxiety, the works, with a couple of weeks where those symptoms gradually tapered off). And one month later I am still experiencing some anxiety with very mild DP/DR that comes and goes (in my 8 years of doing this, this has never happened). Fortunately, nothing like the LTCs seen in the support forums, but still, the experience was enough to rattle me. Any stories or explanation would be greatly appreciated.
Have followed bluelight since 2006! What a great community. Had a profile back then but forgot my username and password so I created a new one. Need some help. This past Christmas I consumed this exact pill http://www.ecstasydata.org/view.php?id=5044 .
I am a very experienced user. But this was not an MDMA high. It felt more like Piperazine (which I have unfortunately consumed in the past). I did a home test using Marquis and it went to black/purple. Pill was said to have 120 mg of MDMA.
The high consisted of a weird come-up about 15 min in where I felt agitated. Nothing like an MDMA come up. Then went away for about 30 min. Then it hit, and I felt mellow and relaxed and somewhat tired (consuming only 3/4 of a pill). Thinking I got a weaker pill than advertised, I decided to take a half of another pill (consumed 1 1/4 of a pill) and 30 min later I started feeling like I was about to roll without really rolling. Music felt and sounded good, and I felt the need to dance, but it all seemed so artificial, unlike MDMA where you want to move and dance! Then the nightmare began 2 hours later. I felt a rush of energy I could not shake, reminiscent of speed. I had to walk, so I walked about a quarter mile around my neighborhood. My mind was racing with thoughts. I could not focus on anything. After that, my body temp kept fluctuating, and I began to experience mild hallucinations. Then the extreme anxiety kicked in, and I was very close to calling an ambulance. Finally, 6 hours after I consumed I was able to get some sleep. Slept for about 5 hours, woke up, and that is when the real nightmare began. The worst comedown I have ever experienced started. I roll about once every 4-6 weeks, and no more than 200 mg at a time. Been doing this for almost 6 years. Always test before I consume, and always consume at home in a safe and well ventilated environment with plenty of liquids. I have thrown out pills that did not test positive. I have done 6 pills in one night years ago (bad idea) but never experienced anything like this comedown.
Since the EcstasyData and my home test both tested positive for MDMA, my question to the community is this: Have you ever done MDMA (tested) only to experience a trip not reminiscent of an MDMA high? Again, EcstasyData and my Marquis test both confirm MDMA. I ask this because I experienced a horrible comedown (4 days of DP/DR, Anxiety, the works, with a couple of weeks where those symptoms gradually tapered off). And one month later I am still experiencing some anxiety with very mild DP/DR that comes and goes (in my 8 years of doing this, this has never happened). Fortunately, nothing like the LTCs seen in the support forums, but still, the experience was enough to rattle me. Any stories or explanation would be greatly appreciated.
