SWIM has been struggling with addiction for years and he is sure his body is very damaged from IV opiates and smoking crack. However, the important question for the moment is about earlier tonight. SWIM had some crack and smoked out of his fav pipe. When it was all gone, he decided to push it as always. However this time, when he did, he had a panic attack. SWIM describes the bad experience as this:
I immediately knew something was wrong, and felt like my heart was shutting down and it was hard to breathe. I had to make myself take breaths and when I did, I felt like no oxygen even got to my brain anyway. My chest started hurting. Thats not uncommon though, but maybe more this time. Not much later I had a "BAD" feeling, I have had this feeling before, and indescribable "uh-oh" where one just KNOWS something is absolutely wrong. SWIM never ever gets scared enough to call 911, but he woke me up and immediately told me to do so. He usually hesitates the few times he had this "bad feeling", this time he didn't. SWIM's body was shaking, he said his thoughts were getting hard to grasp like his body was shutting down. And he felt alot of pressure in his head. He said his whole body seemed like it was shaking and cold. Its really something you'd have to experience yourself.
Anyway, this scared me and SWIM and we'd both like to know what possibly could have happened. SWIM swears he is finally done for GOOD this time. I hope he is right or he is going to die.
SWIM is not even 30...
I immediately knew something was wrong, and felt like my heart was shutting down and it was hard to breathe. I had to make myself take breaths and when I did, I felt like no oxygen even got to my brain anyway. My chest started hurting. Thats not uncommon though, but maybe more this time. Not much later I had a "BAD" feeling, I have had this feeling before, and indescribable "uh-oh" where one just KNOWS something is absolutely wrong. SWIM never ever gets scared enough to call 911, but he woke me up and immediately told me to do so. He usually hesitates the few times he had this "bad feeling", this time he didn't. SWIM's body was shaking, he said his thoughts were getting hard to grasp like his body was shutting down. And he felt alot of pressure in his head. He said his whole body seemed like it was shaking and cold. Its really something you'd have to experience yourself.
Anyway, this scared me and SWIM and we'd both like to know what possibly could have happened. SWIM swears he is finally done for GOOD this time. I hope he is right or he is going to die.
SWIM is not even 30...
