About 24 days ago now I ordered some RC benzos. Etizolam, F-lam, Diclazepam. Well the etizolam and F-lam put me in the hospital twice without remembering being released the first time. At that point it was the etizolam (3mgs put me in a blackout and I normally take 2-4mgs clonazepam- 2 gives a mild buzz, 4 heavy). After being released from the hospital the second time, etc. I was down to the diclaz for benzos. II used heavily for about 12 days and then was tapering with diclaz.
Well, I messed up a couple times and it had been well over a week (10-12 days? and normally I take them once or twice a month for 1-2 days) since last benzo use. First time 2mgs clonazepam on an empty stomach- felt a buzz, pretty decent in fact. got another 2mgs with 2 soma and was wrecked. Then last night I had 3 mgs clonaz and again very nice. Well, I talked to my sister who is a nurse practitioner who is well schooled on benzos and told me if you don't have a huge history of benzo abuse and haven't had serious WDs/high doses before that using under a month, especially with the last ten days being a taper there shouldn't be much to worry about with WDs- while benzo WDs are often very severe for most people with most histories they aren't very serious from under a month of use. So I had a decent amount of diclaz left and said "fuck it" and gave myself like 7.5-15mgs (I've now heard different stories from the vendor about how the bottles dispense). Very little effect (I still have enough left for some days and have other US fast shipping vendors and am wondering wither to order clonazolam and use it in small amounts (diff. vendor and don't think they carry diclaz- just f-lam c-lam and etizolam). And this is a few days after 2mgs clonazepam had a good effect and 3mgs plus soma awesome effect.
I took the d-claz a little over 3 hours ago, mostly sublingually after some ramen noodles. Maybe it is just creeping up. But my sis thinks that while there may be some rebound effects I need no huge taper and that I should be fine after 3.5 weeks of use. If the D-claz is bunk I'm sure of it. The steel reserve I just drank had a lot more effect.
Well, I messed up a couple times and it had been well over a week (10-12 days? and normally I take them once or twice a month for 1-2 days) since last benzo use. First time 2mgs clonazepam on an empty stomach- felt a buzz, pretty decent in fact. got another 2mgs with 2 soma and was wrecked. Then last night I had 3 mgs clonaz and again very nice. Well, I talked to my sister who is a nurse practitioner who is well schooled on benzos and told me if you don't have a huge history of benzo abuse and haven't had serious WDs/high doses before that using under a month, especially with the last ten days being a taper there shouldn't be much to worry about with WDs- while benzo WDs are often very severe for most people with most histories they aren't very serious from under a month of use. So I had a decent amount of diclaz left and said "fuck it" and gave myself like 7.5-15mgs (I've now heard different stories from the vendor about how the bottles dispense). Very little effect (I still have enough left for some days and have other US fast shipping vendors and am wondering wither to order clonazolam and use it in small amounts (diff. vendor and don't think they carry diclaz- just f-lam c-lam and etizolam). And this is a few days after 2mgs clonazepam had a good effect and 3mgs plus soma awesome effect.
I took the d-claz a little over 3 hours ago, mostly sublingually after some ramen noodles. Maybe it is just creeping up. But my sis thinks that while there may be some rebound effects I need no huge taper and that I should be fine after 3.5 weeks of use. If the D-claz is bunk I'm sure of it. The steel reserve I just drank had a lot more effect.