falsifiedhypothesi
Bluelight Crew
I might have flew too close to the sun yesterday when taking oxy.
Mid last week I picked up my usual amount of oxy and hydrocodone and was using them at a rate of 20-30mg and 30-40mg respectively. My usual pattern of use is to work 8-10 hours starting at 730am-9 then when I get off at 6pm go home and take 4 10mg hydrocodone pills dissolved in my mouth and swallowed, followed by four to six plugged 5mg oxy ir's a few hours later. This was the norm for a few days until early yesterday morning.
It was a usual night to the one stated above. I got off at 430 so my doses were a little earlier, no big deal. I go about my business until I go to bed about 1230am. I lay in bed and after an hour my body still refuses to go to sleep, whatever I'll just keep trying.
Finally at 440am I say fuck it I have to get some sleep. I know at this point I only have 45mg of oxy left and since I've already dosed ~70mg of semi-potent opioids I'm going to need more than usual to get off. Using flawless reasoning I decide to use the whole 45mg plugged at once. If I used anything less than 20mg I wouldn't feel it at all so I figured why save enough for an ineffective dose?
I plug the oxy at 445am then go lay sit down and wait for the effects. At the 15 minute mark I noticed slight sedation and a small buzz coming on, good this is what I'm going for. I sit there for another 30 minutes or so and then blackout. I awaken at 655 (15 minutes before work) slouched in my chair with faint breathing, feeling extremely nauseous and dehydrated. After I come to and find my glasses I sprint to the bathroom and dry heave a couple times. I have a throbbing headache for a couple hours and feel off the rest of the day.
Was I near death at this point?
Mid last week I picked up my usual amount of oxy and hydrocodone and was using them at a rate of 20-30mg and 30-40mg respectively. My usual pattern of use is to work 8-10 hours starting at 730am-9 then when I get off at 6pm go home and take 4 10mg hydrocodone pills dissolved in my mouth and swallowed, followed by four to six plugged 5mg oxy ir's a few hours later. This was the norm for a few days until early yesterday morning.
It was a usual night to the one stated above. I got off at 430 so my doses were a little earlier, no big deal. I go about my business until I go to bed about 1230am. I lay in bed and after an hour my body still refuses to go to sleep, whatever I'll just keep trying.
Finally at 440am I say fuck it I have to get some sleep. I know at this point I only have 45mg of oxy left and since I've already dosed ~70mg of semi-potent opioids I'm going to need more than usual to get off. Using flawless reasoning I decide to use the whole 45mg plugged at once. If I used anything less than 20mg I wouldn't feel it at all so I figured why save enough for an ineffective dose?
I plug the oxy at 445am then go lay sit down and wait for the effects. At the 15 minute mark I noticed slight sedation and a small buzz coming on, good this is what I'm going for. I sit there for another 30 minutes or so and then blackout. I awaken at 655 (15 minutes before work) slouched in my chair with faint breathing, feeling extremely nauseous and dehydrated. After I come to and find my glasses I sprint to the bathroom and dry heave a couple times. I have a throbbing headache for a couple hours and feel off the rest of the day.
Was I near death at this point?
