Diacetyl Dating

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The first encounter is a stolen whiff
An olfactory invitation invading the senses
All aural warnings phased upon contact
My first dissolution of positive solutions
The next date is quantity; meeting her sisters
And enlightening me of her incestuous trends
Chemical insufflation becomes cerebral manipulation
My multi-bag gangbang is date rape in the making

Euphoric execution corrupts proper intuition
Deciding her dissonant life is now yours
Quickly dominating until her whim is your whim
And your whim is no whim unless you want more
What once was a surprise of blissful inhalation
Her constant return became run-of-the-mill
My over-reliance upon sick-numbing dependence
Summoned the means and desire to kill

The first time was painful - my blood hard to clean up
I sacrificed my virginity in the name of fun
A warmth washed over as she entered my body
Her fluid spraying inside me solidified our love
That was the best orgasm, deluging my veins
As was the next bout, and the round after that
Arterial sex - the seeds of true love
Plunging unwittingly through vortexing chaos

 

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I really connected with this poem. I find myself, um, in a similar situation; it's quite punishing but is the reward worth it...?

My favourite part, first stanza:

The first encounter is a stolen whiff
An olfactory invitation invading the senses
All aural warnings phased upon contact
My first dissolution of positive solutions
The next date is quantity; meeting her sisters
And enlightening me of her incestuous trends
Chemical insufflation becomes cerebral manipulation
My multi-bag gangbang is date rape in the making

 

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Thank you. I feel a lot of people will connect with it, too. It's sometimes hard to express what drives a potentially deadly addiction, this was my attempt.