So I got some Ativan the other day and I could have sworn I was told it was less than this initially, but after taking 6-8 of them I found out they were 0.5 mgs each. I felt way too downed and I had already taken 10 mgs of dex, but I ended up taking 20 mgs more orally and railing about 50 mgs. Finally the last fat line beat the shit out of the Ativan and I just felt like I had the focus and high, but I was calm and didn't have to multitask or anything. I remember almost nothing from when I was talking to people during this time, but I have chat logs on aim thank god lmao.
me: this amp is pissed
me: its botu to tear the avan to shressed
Okay so some guy convinced me to drive an hour away to see him for the first time while I was on both and for some reason I was hallucinating like mad. I remember thinking it seemed like I was driving through candy land and the road looked like it was constantly curving, but it really wasn't, I had to work hard to check everything cause only what I saw far away seemed to be strange. When I got there we walked around in the dark (it was like 3am) and there were people everywhere that weren't real, they were just people made from objects or shapes of light, but they kept their form until I got close. I saw an old lady with a baby and her friend, a midget mail man (in the middle of the night, I didn't question it even), and a whole ton of other stuff I can't really remember. Looking up in to the windows of buildings along the street I kept seeing scary shit like when a person in a horror movie catches a glimpse of a murderer. None of the stuff bothered me though, I was really enjoying myself and I found the hallucinations extremely amusing.
Ended up staying up all night along with most of the next day and didn't really experience a come down, went for a 5 mile walk when it was light out and my legs are still sore from that. The hallucinations were only at night and seeing stuff at night isn't strange for me, but these were clear hallucinations. I saw construction lights and signs turn into transformers while I was driving through candy land.
me: this amp is pissed
me: its botu to tear the avan to shressed
Okay so some guy convinced me to drive an hour away to see him for the first time while I was on both and for some reason I was hallucinating like mad. I remember thinking it seemed like I was driving through candy land and the road looked like it was constantly curving, but it really wasn't, I had to work hard to check everything cause only what I saw far away seemed to be strange. When I got there we walked around in the dark (it was like 3am) and there were people everywhere that weren't real, they were just people made from objects or shapes of light, but they kept their form until I got close. I saw an old lady with a baby and her friend, a midget mail man (in the middle of the night, I didn't question it even), and a whole ton of other stuff I can't really remember. Looking up in to the windows of buildings along the street I kept seeing scary shit like when a person in a horror movie catches a glimpse of a murderer. None of the stuff bothered me though, I was really enjoying myself and I found the hallucinations extremely amusing.
Ended up staying up all night along with most of the next day and didn't really experience a come down, went for a 5 mile walk when it was light out and my legs are still sore from that. The hallucinations were only at night and seeing stuff at night isn't strange for me, but these were clear hallucinations. I saw construction lights and signs turn into transformers while I was driving through candy land.
