I'm prescribed dexies and don't find it too hard to stick to my prescribed dose for a few reasons;
- I'm 21 and still live at home, so my mum has control of the script and dispenses my 8 D/5s each day. It's a bit frustrating having your mum dish out your meds but it's only for the best. Otherwise the abuse risk for myself atleast would be quite high, especially with my past. I have abused them on occasion, but not often considering that means I'd have to not take the meds and stockpile them. Which, when they're providing me with legitimate therapeutic benefit (allowing me to work etc) is not easy.
- I find d-amphetamine is only recreational when taken in high doses (60mg+) due to tolerance and also find it cannot be binged on at length because the effects turn entirely negative around the ~12-16 hour mark (even with redosing). This is a huge differece between dexamp and methamp, as with methamp (shards, whip etc) it is possible to binge for multiple days maintaining atleast some positive effects. With d-amp you can only go so far (~a day) then you're only wasting tablets (the meds you need) because there will be no increase in positive effects, only negative.
- If I follow my psych's instructions, using 8 D/5s over an ~8-10 hour period, there is no 'high' and no 'comedown', they simply provide the therapeutic relief and then wear off leaving me back at baseline. Mess around with the dose/instructions and in almost every case you'll be left feeling like shit. The only ROA you should use for 5mg d-amp IR tabs is orally, they work their best taken this way.
tl:dr - Get someone else to dispense the meds to you (someone who won't abuse them themselves), whether it be daily, every 3 days or whatever.
- Don't bother chasing a high with them - there's no point and the after-effects will not be worth it.
- Focus on the reason you're prescribed them and only use enough to medicate the problem, don't take more looking for a buzz.
- Do NOT use any other ROA other than orally. They work better this way and I'm quite serious, snorting is a waste of time.
It took me a while to learn how to get the most from my dexies without creating a host of negative side-effects.
Hope any of that helps.
Is there a lot of demand for dexies?
Yes, especially amongst final year high school and TAFE/university students for obvious reasons. But like most drugs, there's a market for them in all parts of society. A bottle (100 dexies) can be sold for ludicrous prices considering its cost at a pharmacy.