OpanaMinded
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Oct 17, 2015
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Hello, I have been a long time lurker.. Probably 5 years plus. I think I did have a user name at one point but idk what it was. Plus it probably had my real email in it. I'd first like to thank all the people postin their struggles on this fourum as i have been reading them for inspiration for my own personal hell. That's what opiod withdraw really is, throw out a bunch of hellish symptoms and at least one of them is going to be a personal hell for somone (i e rls, insomnia, and no enegery/motivation for me). But truely i thank the people posting there struggles on here and the moderators cheering them on. You have no idea how many people are silently reading your posts and getting strenght from you. thank you you are saving lives!
Little le about me , father of 2 young boys. Happily married with the love of my life. She's truly amazing. Beautiful, always full glitz when we go anywhere, her personality is intoxicating. Not to mention she's an amazing mother. Love her, would die/kill for my family. But.... But....
The dark side...I have chronic back pain from my sacrum rubbing my l5 too much causes the disks above it to buldge out. Blah blah u guys know my back fucking kills. On top of i also have a somewhat rare condition where I make lots of kidney stones. (Hay. How many we talkin bro???) well I have roughly 18 stones from the last 5 years but there are a good amount that I eier didn't want to catch or where to small to catch. (U try to catch a rock coming out of your dick while your peeing sitting down and lmk how easy it is) so I get some good meds for this, mainly. Roxy 10s good amout of them. I also get addaral for my add. I could probably get my xannys back if I told my doc I needed them again im sure he wouldn't have a probablam. I have access to anything else... I mean anything. For a price of course.
So addicted to pills. My fave is opana.. I eat stuff with amp buit in like Vic and perc. I snort most roxys. Obviously I snort opanas, they are my fav. My wife is equaly addicted to all the same. Should mention we are not addicted to the addaral. Use it freely but don't need more when run out or anything. But pills is another story. We have been going strong for about 3 years. We have made good attempts to stop, she made it 2 weeks last year. Then she made a week a few times this year. But I always used the crutch that im prescribed them for a reason to not also quit. Once I realized she won't be able to quit unless I do, I had to make a choice.. Life with my pain. Or possibly risk losing her. Not even a question. She's my everything.
Long story short: we quit 2 weeks ago after a pathetic taper which ended with a small ️️opana binge ... Not great idea. We lasted 3.5 days. What derailed us was that if she dosent sleep on detox she goes a little crazy. Then she gets anxiety about not sleeping then won't sleep. So she wakes me up to tell me about this .... Alll night.... I have found an over the counter sleep combo that works for me to knock me out even with WDs raging. But it don't woo, for her. So we gave up will we got ahold of some good sleeping pills. Which was this week. I quit on Monday. She had long mon tue work days so she plane have last dose on Tuesday. I got called into work Tuesday so ended up using tuesday morning after suffering hell all day Monday with the stuff 20 feet from me ... Anyways we got tos leering pills. Some comfort foods/ meds plus sleeping pills Tuesday. Fast forward. Through 4 days of hell and here I am. No great but most physical symptoms have eased up tremendously. (That wasent short ahole)
What id like to ask from you guys is there any other things or substances that can make me get through my weekend of hell at work (2 jobs: one in morning doing lawns till 3pm then bartending a from 4-11pm then back up at 6 to do lawns till 5pm) I'll call my wife Milady, has an equaly hard work weekend. We have sitters for the kids most the weekend . Any advice in the process or thing to expect in general or pitfall to watch out for would be greatly appreciated. I've never made it this far. And I thinks it's from reading this forum. Thank you again!
Little le about me , father of 2 young boys. Happily married with the love of my life. She's truly amazing. Beautiful, always full glitz when we go anywhere, her personality is intoxicating. Not to mention she's an amazing mother. Love her, would die/kill for my family. But.... But....
The dark side...I have chronic back pain from my sacrum rubbing my l5 too much causes the disks above it to buldge out. Blah blah u guys know my back fucking kills. On top of i also have a somewhat rare condition where I make lots of kidney stones. (Hay. How many we talkin bro???) well I have roughly 18 stones from the last 5 years but there are a good amount that I eier didn't want to catch or where to small to catch. (U try to catch a rock coming out of your dick while your peeing sitting down and lmk how easy it is) so I get some good meds for this, mainly. Roxy 10s good amout of them. I also get addaral for my add. I could probably get my xannys back if I told my doc I needed them again im sure he wouldn't have a probablam. I have access to anything else... I mean anything. For a price of course.
So addicted to pills. My fave is opana.. I eat stuff with amp buit in like Vic and perc. I snort most roxys. Obviously I snort opanas, they are my fav. My wife is equaly addicted to all the same. Should mention we are not addicted to the addaral. Use it freely but don't need more when run out or anything. But pills is another story. We have been going strong for about 3 years. We have made good attempts to stop, she made it 2 weeks last year. Then she made a week a few times this year. But I always used the crutch that im prescribed them for a reason to not also quit. Once I realized she won't be able to quit unless I do, I had to make a choice.. Life with my pain. Or possibly risk losing her. Not even a question. She's my everything.
Long story short: we quit 2 weeks ago after a pathetic taper which ended with a small ️️opana binge ... Not great idea. We lasted 3.5 days. What derailed us was that if she dosent sleep on detox she goes a little crazy. Then she gets anxiety about not sleeping then won't sleep. So she wakes me up to tell me about this .... Alll night.... I have found an over the counter sleep combo that works for me to knock me out even with WDs raging. But it don't woo, for her. So we gave up will we got ahold of some good sleeping pills. Which was this week. I quit on Monday. She had long mon tue work days so she plane have last dose on Tuesday. I got called into work Tuesday so ended up using tuesday morning after suffering hell all day Monday with the stuff 20 feet from me ... Anyways we got tos leering pills. Some comfort foods/ meds plus sleeping pills Tuesday. Fast forward. Through 4 days of hell and here I am. No great but most physical symptoms have eased up tremendously. (That wasent short ahole)
What id like to ask from you guys is there any other things or substances that can make me get through my weekend of hell at work (2 jobs: one in morning doing lawns till 3pm then bartending a from 4-11pm then back up at 6 to do lawns till 5pm) I'll call my wife Milady, has an equaly hard work weekend. We have sitters for the kids most the weekend . Any advice in the process or thing to expect in general or pitfall to watch out for would be greatly appreciated. I've never made it this far. And I thinks it's from reading this forum. Thank you again!
