Desperate missing all without sense. HELP!

[valerion]

Desperate missing all shots why??? HELP!

​First of all excuse my bad english . I have read over and over again your posts on this site. I must say that this site is absolutely fantastic .


I despair at what is happening to me and I can not find help anywhere. I'm a drug addict long , with long periods clean through . Started to inject me with heroin at age 14 . Then came the cocaine and especially speedball . Consume much until the mid-twenties . Never missed a shot . Maybe once or twice at the most!


I went back to injected me a few months ago . With heroin and cocaine . Everything ok . Two months ago I stopped consuming heroin - I am taking methadone . My consumption of cocaine has increased a lot since then . At first everything ok . Great shots and great rushes .


But since a few weeks PASS UP A TERRIBLE THING inexplicable there - all the shots that I stick in the veins come out to stop them . And I 'm sure I hit the vein , draw blood and it comes in the quiet , inject the solution and it goes without difficulty and without any pain. Just do not feel rush and then I see and have slightly swollen arm without any pain . Without being a huge hematoma as when it misses a shot. Only injection seems that enters the vein and back out for her.


Is this possible ? the veins are damaged and leave out the soução to inject them ?


Please someone help me!...

Already sent out hundreds and hundreds of Euros. I want to stop drinking but this is driving me crazy because I can not have only once that feeling of pleasure. And I think I may be becoming dangerous for me because with this inexplicable thing I end up giving a behind the other and already I have no idea of ​​the huge amount of drugs I'm sticking in the body shots. Because, after all, I am very high.


The other day, in desperation, I called a telephone health. I told my problem to the nurse who attended me and she says that the veins are not closed loops, and the drug out through the holes in the damaged veins. Never seen anything like this here writing found odd.


Someone help me out of kindness!


thank you

 

[Bob Loblaw]

I think I caught gist of your post, That's very strange to not get high while also not seeming like a miss. I don't really know what else to say, but I'd be very careful about continuing to find that feeling.

 

[T. Calderone]

If you have been switching injection spots, not having problems registering, no pain or complications it seems like you are doing this right. But you are not getting high like the way when you first did right. So stop using the iv and snort, smoke or plug it. Save yourself the aggravation.

 

[Rob27shred]

Most likely a combo of weak coke & tolerance. I have only IVed coke a few times in speedballs & never missed so I'm not an authority on this drug at that ROA. But I am a IV veteran & know that it is terrible to miss with coke. The slightly swollen arm could just be due to the irritation that coke causes on the vascular system. Or by the tiny bit you get SQ when inserting/removing the needle. From what I understand most coke misses cause a pretty good lump at the injection site that can last for a day or two & can be quite painful after the coke wears off. So I don't think your missing your shots. Best bet is to give it a rest for awhile, IV coke is really hard on the body & your use will just keep escalating with your tolerance.

 

[valerion]

Thank you for your generous responses to my post . And once again excuse my bad mediterranean english.

In fact , this is happening to me because I have the veins of the arms very much worn by excessive consumption of cocaine . In the last three months I spend my days from morning to night iving this poison . The big question here , it seems to me , is that actually , and wherever I enter , it is very rare to hear about a case like mine . Do not know anyone who told me that he lost, soaked in muscles and steeled her flesh , any drug that he struck it into the veins . Because the drug entered his veins , but he was going up by pouring huge potholes . Is entering and leaving at the same time ! One enters a percentage. The rest comes out of the circuit and invades tissues ... There is no pain , but it gets a little swollen for about 30 minutes or a few hours , it is not purple neither black nor blue, but is sometimes a little yellow , and then back to normal recovering the original shape of the arm . It's rare , but it happens. And now I'm sure that's what happens .


But for me being desperate . only this weekend sent 5g and could only have one or two rush ! It is going mad. So I'm still with the needle in the arm and I'm already preparing another shot to do next . It's crazy . and that however is not only the major veins spoiled . All other , including hands and wrists are all increasingly difficult to catch. Then comes a bit of blood in the syringe , but ultimately is not in vein , I have to find another place with the blood spoiling the broth in the syringe , then I end up going to the major veins , which never fails, but they are all red and swollen with inflammation. Another brilliant idea that took me despair was for me to give the neck . I'm scared to death . I was a huge mark on the right side . I'm completely screwed . Can compromise my profession. And I missed a bit of broth , hurts me quite the neck. But anyway, is not serious . Moreover, he is also usual now clogged syringes half of the broth . I record so many times to make sure that I'm in. I can not give it all at once . Anyway, I hate this my own kind of talk .


But I am very distressed and enter an obsession for me that is in serious risk. I need to talk to someone to tell me what alternatives I have . What can I do besides stop a while and shooting in the neck ... I have never in my life , since I was 14 that I shoot with large clean intervals , never failed a fucking shot . Never failed ! And now take a shot is a scene of utter despair , blood all over the house , and seriously inflamed veins with us, hands shaking while I inject in the neck , almost killing me give completely because of a fucking shot . I have never failed in life ....


Suggestions gratefully accepted .


thank you