To me, ecstacy is indescribable...it's like this feeling that's tucked away, and as soon as I start to roll, I say "boom, there it is...why can't I remember this feeling? it's been hiding all this time..." And the whole time I'm rolling, I'm trying to remember the feeling so that I can take it with me when the roll is done, but then it slowly goes back to hiding and it's hard for me to recall that feeling...
So that is why it's indescribable, because I can't remember exactly how I felt, I can't put it into words...I did once try to write while rolling and it just came out like this "this feeels soooooooooo gooooooood" hahah ...you see, it's not that detailed...haha