Venting Describe your struggle in three words or fewer

[blackCat5]

i get it....
its my life and their turn.
do not know how far this is going to go. i will deal with it, though, as usual; when things need focused on and bent and the bell chimes.

ot

hearing the bells

is constantbut not overwhelming. the waiting is the hardest part.

how i have hope idk but its there.lol
peace

Waiting too, until February
i hope we both get rid of it
The thought of it is... Probably what has bothered me most all this time
If u ever wanna vent about it, i listen

 

[Ptahtek.2.0.1 beta]

f u ever wanna vent about it, i listen

i appreciate it and return the offer

as ya may know they keep ya in the "dark" til it may be too late.
i just told SO if by some reason we get separated (til death do us part) i will give her all my plastic and told her to keep it maxed monthly until it stops. she says no.. blah blah - sorry -but thats all it is without her. she gets it. may have to. idk
its restless energy and sleeplessness (or broken) nights and low on hurrahs atm....
i think bddah said "we will see" or a contemporary. not 100 onnit.
sending the love i have and what comfort i can gather. lost....



we will see

 

[Ptahtek.2.0.1 beta]

cant rest prperly

 

[Ptahtek.2.0.1 beta]

need more bnz

 

[Ptahtek.2.0.1 beta]

taking more bnz

 

[Ptahtek.2.0.1 beta]

 

[blackCat5]

i appreciate it and return the offer

as ya may know they keep ya in the "dark" til it may be too late.
i just told SO if by some reason we get separated (til death do us part) i will give her all my plastic and told her to keep it maxed monthly until it stops. she says no.. blah blah - sorry -but thats all it is without her. she gets it. may have to. idk
its restless energy and sleeplessness (or broken) nights and low on hurrahs atm....
i think bddah said "we will see" or a contemporary. not 100 onnit.
sending the love i have and what comfort i can gather. lost....



we will see

went thru something similar
but it made me see that we were not as close as i thought, sooooo---
but if in the end i stay separated from my family, i will literally mourn them, they were all i had