Depressed WHILE rolling.

[Pans-Advocate]

You definitely didn't eat pipes, you would've noticed SOME physical side effects that are not in the normal range of what MDMA causes.

This was entirely emotional. Chances are this feeling of "nobody likes me, I can't have fun, etc." has been creeping up on you for a WHILE and the MDMA just gave you a clear look at it for the first time. Honestly, it's a good thing to understand that this feeling is present in your life ... it gives you a platform from which to confront it. I'd recommend finding someone to talk to about it ... doesn't need to be a professional therapist, just someone who can listen without feeling the burning desire to fix all your problems for you. Try to find someone who you can just keep talking at until you've figured some stuff out for yourself. It'll almost certainly help.

 

[OnePageMemory]

when was the last time you rolled? Most likely that will happen again in new years because you're not taking a long enough break. It won't matter how much 5htp or vitamins you take.

 

[Dahli]

It IS possible to feel down on MDMA, even if it's clean, specially if something negative creeps up on you, like feeling uncomfortable and hot. This actually happened to me last time I rolled, and the pills I took were very clean and had provided very good rolls in the past. In fact, once I took myself out of that uncomfortable environment, I had a great time. So yeah, it's possible. MDMA has the potential to enhance ALL emotions, both good and bad.

 

[NorthWestRollinnn]

its possible you just arent at the right place in your life to be rolling.
My senior year I was going through a lot of life changes and stress and anytime I would smoke weed or roll I would get super upset and depressed about life choices etc.

 

[ThizzMon$teR]

Yeah I try to never do drugs when I'm in a bad mood cause it just makes me worst. My last roll I had the worst comedown because I had so much on my mind.