Hey,
I'm pretty new to drugs.
Started with MXE and tried LSD, MDMA, XTC but the last 3 didn't work at all and I don't know why. They were all superb when it comes to quality.
I'm seeing a psychiatrist weekly because I am very depressed and have several personality disorders.
SSRIs don't work either. Serotonin imbalance could be the reason I think, because MDMA, LSD, XTC and SSRIs are affecting the serotonin level.
I tried speed as well. First it didn't do much but keeping me awake.
I then took and still take l-thyroxine for my thyroid imbalance.
After two weeks I've done speed (very good quality) again and definitely felt a good moodlift and so on.
Now, about 9 days later I still feel suicidal and very depressed as if I could kill myself and feeling worthless and so on. Much more than before taking the speed.
Is that even possible? I didn't do speed again since that day.
I'm pretty new to drugs.
Started with MXE and tried LSD, MDMA, XTC but the last 3 didn't work at all and I don't know why. They were all superb when it comes to quality.
I'm seeing a psychiatrist weekly because I am very depressed and have several personality disorders.
SSRIs don't work either. Serotonin imbalance could be the reason I think, because MDMA, LSD, XTC and SSRIs are affecting the serotonin level.
I tried speed as well. First it didn't do much but keeping me awake.
I then took and still take l-thyroxine for my thyroid imbalance.
After two weeks I've done speed (very good quality) again and definitely felt a good moodlift and so on.
Now, about 9 days later I still feel suicidal and very depressed as if I could kill myself and feeling worthless and so on. Much more than before taking the speed.
Is that even possible? I didn't do speed again since that day.
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