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depersonalization questions

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I def want to say my dp is getting a lot better. The emotional weird part of it has gotten a lot better and life doesn't seem as weird as it did. I'm finally starting to feel my self again after almost 6 months.

I just have a question for those who went through this crap. So my anxiety is a lot better and my mood has increased 10 fold but I still Dont feel or connect with music as well as I used to. I mean. I'm finally actually able to enjoy music again but it still not the same.

I've read things about anhedonia as well and can't tell if its that or dp. I'd imagine I can't even enjoy music at all if its anhedonia.

So as depersonalization reduces will my emotional response to music get better and better? How does it subside? Slowly and very gradually or wake up one day and its gone?
 
First off are you using any other drugs atm?
And yes your emotional response to music will get better, usually it doesn't just go away after one day randomly. But for some people there will be a time where they drastically notice their self changing, and from there it is all up hill and positive. It takes time though in most cases, you have come far though. I remember your posts when it was first happening.
 
F1n1shed said:
First off are you using any other drugs atm?
And yes your emotional response to music will get better, usually it doesn't just go away after one day randomly. But for some people there will be a time where they drastically notice their self changing, and from there it is all up hill and positive. It takes time though in most cases, you have come far though. I remember your posts when it was first happening.
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Yeah I'm off everything. I must be at like 75% recovered man. Its been a long road. I don't feel hopelessly depressed no more and I can actually joke around and have fun socially and even enjoy music. Just not on the level I'm used to. My level of excitent is still low but I'm getting there. Sleep is way better and anxiety is nearly non existent except for small sprouts. I'm looking forward to the next few months.

For the longest time I didn't realize dp had to do with emotions. I just thought it was a visual and reality perception issue. But after reading an interesting issue. I've come to find it has a lot to do with emotion. So glade when everyone says it does subside in time.
 
My psychiatrist has me on 25mg risperidone btw. Seems to be helping
 
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