DerekMarchewka
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- Mar 17, 2016
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Hi everyone, I'm here posting because of a massive DOC trip I had three months ago.
I'd never done acid of any sort and the experience was extreme, high for over 36 hours before passing out from melatonin, woke up and still felt in my system (in fact I'd say I felt it for weeks on end after the trip, this surging motivation that wouldn't quit)... But what's it's transitioned to is a state of deep agitation and what is called depersonalization, wherein I've begun to feel completely detached from my surroundings and what temporal sense of things.
A huge factor is that I can feel how my brain chemistry has been altered (I'd describe it as flushed or feeling a lot of serotonin randomly in my brain, but not connected to any stimuli). I didn't realize that once the rush and motivation of the trip eventually faded it would leave me so detached and mentally short-circuited... I was definitely naive and inexperienced to have had such a massive trip, thought I had no idea at the time what it would be like.
Did any of you find that you could tangibly notice that your brain chemistry was altered after you'd taken DOC? (or any strain of acid) And if so, how were you able to react to that? In what positive ways did you integrate the changes you noticed?
I'd never done acid of any sort and the experience was extreme, high for over 36 hours before passing out from melatonin, woke up and still felt in my system (in fact I'd say I felt it for weeks on end after the trip, this surging motivation that wouldn't quit)... But what's it's transitioned to is a state of deep agitation and what is called depersonalization, wherein I've begun to feel completely detached from my surroundings and what temporal sense of things.
A huge factor is that I can feel how my brain chemistry has been altered (I'd describe it as flushed or feeling a lot of serotonin randomly in my brain, but not connected to any stimuli). I didn't realize that once the rush and motivation of the trip eventually faded it would leave me so detached and mentally short-circuited... I was definitely naive and inexperienced to have had such a massive trip, thought I had no idea at the time what it would be like.
Did any of you find that you could tangibly notice that your brain chemistry was altered after you'd taken DOC? (or any strain of acid) And if so, how were you able to react to that? In what positive ways did you integrate the changes you noticed?