bigben202
Bluelighter
Here's the place to vent out all those dreams where you don't know where the hell they came from. Psychologically crazy and weird, not just the absurd. To those dreams where you would never tell anyone about them, but want to have some some sort of evaluation or interpretation of what they might mean. I'll start.
Lately (past 6 months to a year) I've had very violent dreams, usually involving an ex (who i would never harm) from what I believe to be built up anger and hurt from our breakup a ways back. Well about 3 months ago these emotional and violent dreams turned from the subject being my ex, to family members and friends. I remember one dream in which i was at a flea market with my mom and i was looking for a gift to buy her for that day we spent out together. She comes to the booth and asks me if i liked something that she had found. I told her i didn't and to leave, which made her confused. Then i started yelling and screaming at her to just leave, just fucking leave. I became infuriated in the dream and started choking her.
I have a great relationship with my mom so that one was a bit wtf.
Last night, i had a dream in which i was at a party with people i don't know, and a friend. A whiles into the party 3 guys approach me and say they want me to join them in doing some stuff. I get the idea after going that the stuff isn't like drugs or anything, and i feel on edge. I then get poked with a needle or chloroformed because I'm starting to pass out, with them laughing saying 'it's cool, you'll be fine' then im raped. When i come out I'm screaming for my friend whose near by for help, screaming what they're doing to me. I start to go under again, fading out, in which im raped. When i wake (still in the dream) I'm laughed at and alone at the party.
^This one was the real reason for this post. I can not make out or even vaguely think as to where this came from.
Any thoughts questions or dreams appreciated.
Lately (past 6 months to a year) I've had very violent dreams, usually involving an ex (who i would never harm) from what I believe to be built up anger and hurt from our breakup a ways back. Well about 3 months ago these emotional and violent dreams turned from the subject being my ex, to family members and friends. I remember one dream in which i was at a flea market with my mom and i was looking for a gift to buy her for that day we spent out together. She comes to the booth and asks me if i liked something that she had found. I told her i didn't and to leave, which made her confused. Then i started yelling and screaming at her to just leave, just fucking leave. I became infuriated in the dream and started choking her.
I have a great relationship with my mom so that one was a bit wtf.
Last night, i had a dream in which i was at a party with people i don't know, and a friend. A whiles into the party 3 guys approach me and say they want me to join them in doing some stuff. I get the idea after going that the stuff isn't like drugs or anything, and i feel on edge. I then get poked with a needle or chloroformed because I'm starting to pass out, with them laughing saying 'it's cool, you'll be fine' then im raped. When i come out I'm screaming for my friend whose near by for help, screaming what they're doing to me. I start to go under again, fading out, in which im raped. When i wake (still in the dream) I'm laughed at and alone at the party.
^This one was the real reason for this post. I can not make out or even vaguely think as to where this came from.
Any thoughts questions or dreams appreciated.