Day 1 of in life of my addiction

[Robi]

Woke up was going to take a narco, I hurt from moving, not moving moving but I have a truck and get calls more often then not to haul shit to the dump or move in new furniture and even move whole houses empty(think im going to trade in for a bug eye sprite anyhow i make a smoothie and took a walk to limber up.I was going to take a narco and drink wine, cuz i lost my baby dog yesterday, i was bummed and wanted to die, so i thought F it imma get loaded.Decided to hop in jacuzzi and just cry with some wine. Got a buzz nd held a narco to lips, then chose to eat dinner.Dinner was bad so thought a few narco be a great dessert, the wife actually showed compassion and sat with before she went to care for grandkids so her kids could go to x mas party,I said fuck it , im going to feel good, and my drug addict aunt called and talked her looney shit, after 2 hr call, i was turned off the idea of risking use.So now Im just using the bottles for maracas and losing my sanity but still have rhythm.

 

[darvocet21]

Narcos is a good thing to call them. I wish I had a crazy Aunt to call me

 

[Robi]

Day two and end of stories, got two 5 week old, pitbulls, i thought they too young, but they are eating puppy food, and the girl want them out, she has 11 and is going nuts, so im wallowing in puppy breath and love so i dont care about drugs at this time. the lil dog girls are huge!Ill never replace my lil baby that passed, but wow this sure feels good, better than any drug, but thats me, the crazy dog lady, i was was depressed over the loss of my dog child, i hide it well online

but whew i wanted to use. did take xanax and it helped, but i got puppy power!